If someone will ask me to name one of the reasons for me being happy.....

I'll happily answer that reading manga and/or fanfics is one of them, amidst of my old age. I mean, it makes me happy and Sometimes I even put myself in the shoes of the characters. I don't have much social life now compared before, 'cause me and my friends took different paths now. I'm kinda introverted and unable to mingle well with other people. So it is difficult for me to have one. If I'll meet someone, they will also be gone. I feel lonely that's why my resort now is reading those. Thinking of it, i feel pathetic and laughable in the perspective of other people but I don't think so. These things are making me less lonely. And i am happy they exist.