So I know that it's been almost 4 months since we lost our one and only Jonghyun. I was just barely into SHINee when this news completely broke the entire Kpop fandom as a whole and now that I have had time to get to know them better I have begun to hurt so much knowing that I was never able to know that face and that beautiful human being before the depression took over him and I regret it so much. I miss him so much that it hurts to see anything about him. I hope that Shawols are doing ok and if you're not then I'm here for you. As an ARMY and as an IGOT7 I will be here for you and will help share your pain. 

I miss you so much Jonghyun and I'm really sorry that I never had the chance to love you while you were still here. You did well.