Thank You . I Love You. I'm Sorry.

Thank you. 

Just thank you. 

Thank you for being here. 

Thank you for sparing those precious time here.

There's no other word. 

Just thank you.

 

I Love You. 

Yeah I Love You.

I really love you. 

There's no time that I didn't love you. 

the fact that you are here already make me really love you. 

I really love you. 

 

I'm Sorry. 

I'm really sorry. 

I sorry for taking that precious time of you. 

Im sorry I disappoint you. 

I swear I was never meant it. 

I never want to disappoint you, 

It's just.....

I was never good enough. 

I never be good. 

That is why I never deserve everything. 

I'm sorry that I always get something from you, 

But, 

Me,

I never give you anything that you deserve. 

I would like too. 

But, 

​​​​​​there's a lot of reason that I can't. 

Believe in me, I really want too. 

 

 

 

You.

yeah you. 

I will be lying if I said my mind is always thinking about you, 

But,

I'm not really lying if i said that I think about you so many times. 

*will you like it?*   *what if you don't like it?*  *i guess you might be surprise by this*  *I hope you are not crying because of this*  

 

Im not lying. I really did think about you. 

That kind of thought. 

And sometimes,

Even when i was lazy, 

I get up. 

Even when I was tired from the day, 

I get up and I want to tell you that I will be do this today. 

I just want to have you. 

 

I'm sorry. 

I never good enough. 

It's too late . 

It's too late now. 

It"s all my fault for not being a good enough. 

 

I don't deserve any. 

I never deserve anything even just for a little tiny things. 

Because I was never good. 

 

I've tried

 

Many times. 

I've tried harder many times

 

But. 

 

I failed. 

 

Because i was never good enough.

 

 

 

So.

Thank you so much. 

I love you 

&

I'm sorry.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It is hard.

It was hard.

I've tried.  

But

It's just getting hard. I was never give up.

I'm just weak.

 

 

so,

Thank you. I love you. I'm sorry.

 

 

 

 

 

I'm fine. 

 

 

 

 

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sleepingprince #1
I just want to let you know that you're not alone . You will not be tested on things that you can't pull through because God knows best . Embrace your journey , learn to love yourself along the way . It's never easy , but it's exactly what you need in order to grow and be stronger / wiser. There's always hope and chances just as long as you never give up. Nothing stays the same forever , just like the season it changes . And so does your pain and sadness. It will go away . Have more faith , know that your feelings are valid . Take good care of yourself . Learn to see your worth and beauty. You have a purposed in life.
Grackie #2
Hi. I don't know you, at all, so my words might not be much comfort, but I'll try my best.

Don't ever apologize for things that you don't need to apologize for. That's how apologies lose their meaning. I'm an anorexic, so I have a lot of struggles with myself. My face, my body. I hate myself, even now. But being sorry for being you is one of the most toxic things you can do. Getting up is hard. I know it is, trust me. But you need to put yourself together stronger, and better, every time you fall down. Keep getting up. Soon you'll be strong enough to keep standing.

"Good enough." Those are words I haven't thought about myself in a very, very long time . I starve myself because my body isn't good enough. I study until I fall asleep because I'm not smart enough. I practice cello until my fingers bleed because my sound isn't good enough. Sometimes telling yourself that it's "good enough" is the hardest thing you can do. But coming from me, a girl who's never met you, right now, right here...you're good enough. You're even more than good enough.

Keep fighting. Forward is forward, no matter how small your steps are.
LilMinMinniexx #3
I don't know what you're apologizing for, but you don't need to. You never need to feel sorry for being yourself. We're all in this world for a reason, sometimes it's just hard to find that reason but keep searching and you will. Success comes from failure. The only way to succeed is to fail multiple times and never give up. There is not a single person out there who has said that they succeeded in something without first failing a million times. Success is leveled not by your accomplishments, but how many times you got back up after falling and still did it.

So keep fighting, and love yourself You're more than you give yourself credit for.
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