The reason of my titles

My titles... I've gotten compliments about them. My sisters, YES THEY READ MY FANFICTIONS, tell me that their... Unqiue. Honestly, I don't think so. They're rather long. I've seen so much better. For example is this Chansoo one called Tom & Jerry. I'm sure you can guess what the plot was about. Or one of my favorite HunLay fan fiction called Sweeter than Coffee. You can already imagine a bartista is involved. Those are ing gold titles. My titles? Oh they are ed. I'll explain.

 

EXOTIC LOVE: a hybird and a CEO falling in love.

Now most of you guys probably went "WHAT THE " when you read the description. Now, to be honest... I was hoping for that. People don't expect a hybrid in that. They expect something rich like a fair Russian girl and one of the exo members. No, they got a Chinese abused byunn hybrid and a hole Korean CEO. But what was the reason for this title you may ask? Well...

I fell in love with someone outside my race.

Now, you may think "Okay? I'm not-" My family is disappointed. Even though I am still in high school and can't marry, they expect me to date someone like us. Someone who is proper, who works (possibly in a carpet factory), and someone who can take care of me. (damn you properly already know what the I am.) I don't give two s to be honest. I just want to marry someone who loves me.

So when thinking of a name (as I said before WITHIN the story, I said "TONS OF . The story was supposed to be filled with because I had just read another HunLay and I wanted to try it out) I decided to use mine since:

1) it's a hybrid and a human

2) it's a Chinese and a Korean

 

DOZY: Diary of Zhang Yizing: A florist and a Mafia boss

I meant to keep a Diary with Yixing everywhere he goes but I forgot to by the first chapter. There are journal entries now but I forgot them when the story began. 

The title began because of my own diary. Well, my "let's write how depressed I am but forget to even write for a few weeks" diary. I wrote in this diary my mother gave me in hopes I could comfort myself and let future me see how much she put herself through. Like eating disorders, unhealthy diets, unhealthy habits and so much other stuff.

At first, I thought it was dumb. But then as I plotted the story, I thought "that's ing genius" and decides to go with it. It's suppose to allow the readers to get a closer look on how Yixing feels through the story. Though Yixing's story is yet to be revealed, I will tell you it is a difficult one.

 

My Little Insecurity: a fight love story between two university gay men

 

This title is a home run. I picked this title because it somewhat relates to me. Back in the 4th grade, I had a major crush on a soccer player. Yet, the two of us were like a cat and mouse. We fought everyday. He teased me and would call me ugly.

I thought "maybe he likes me". That little bastard didn't. He called me ugly like hell and broke my heart. Ever since then, I was even more insecure of my looks. I thought I looked too dark, my eyes were small, my hair was too kiddish and I was too fat. Now before him, I was already insecure. I hated my skin color and wished to be white, since I was in a white school before. So it was horrible. I considered myself as an ugly little girl.

Now, love is like this thing I don't wish to talk about but tend to do, just like my insecurities. Like if someone asks "I notice your skin is darker! What'd you do? Work in the garden?" My skin is not that dark to be honest but still dark for people to think my Mother is not my mother. (Maybe it's because she looks white). It's still an insecurity of mine. Yet I do talk about it. I make jokes too when I do.

So when I thought of this popular guy falling in love with this geek, it would be like his little secert. It was going to be that. My Little Secert, but i didn't like it because it wasn't creative. So I thought harder. Usually people of my class, geek class, are the ones who are like this. Insecure. Then my mind blew up because damn I was a genius.

 

My Secluded World: different t band members falling in love

I wanted to be alone. Almost everyday I snapped or had a bad mood when my mother took us out. I wanted to be alone and listen to my music. I hated being outside and socializing. I was scared to be honest. I was scared to be laughed at and humiliated for saying something.

Sometimes I wished I had my own little huge room or escape to another world where I am free to be alone. Draw in peace without my mom screaming for me to clean the kitchen. Or my sister complaining about mother's new boyfriend. I wanted to be alone.

So, when I thought of these two idols not being to see each other, I thought of how much they would see for privacy. Do their only two thing and be in each other arms. Be in their own world's.

 

A Ship that Never Sailed

All my other ships failed me. HitsuHina? Never made it can on. Nejiten? Nope. Nali? Most likely no as well. They all failed me. Well expect Naruhina and Ichime. Those are my #1. But I'm talking about minor ships. A few of my minor ships are HunGyeom, XiuLay, TaeXing (MSW), XingMin, JeonXing, (every ship with Yixing) GDBam, GDXIU and so many more.

This is a Sekook fanfic. It's about two artist who people rarely talk about. It's a ship that never took the dails like HunHan or Jikook.

 

 

Well that's all for my stories! If I ever create a new story, I'll update and explain that story!

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hocotate
#1
Sweeter than Coffee is one of your fave hunlay fics??? That makes me happy, sorry for not finishing it ;-; i like your titles btw!
oeschinen
#2
Your titles and stories are great too ^^
I understand the way you feel about life and I can tell you that it'll get better as you get older and gain more independence because I used to be in the same situation as you as a teenager. All the best :)