Scared, sad, and..., Well, at least Heechul looks y.
So, it's been a long week of feeling like crap.
I had a job interview on Monady and will find out about it tomorrow...,
As such, I've been in a very bad place all week. I'm scared of getting the job and also scared of not getting it.
It's a weird feeling to have.
I've been very down because of it. I even tried talking to a few online peer counseling places, but everyone I talked to was either no help or stopped talking to me when I got too serious about my feelings. Needless to say, you guys are way more helpful than any trained listeners.
I just hope I don't have to wait all day for the news about the job, though if I get it I'll have another set of anxiety to deal with...,
I feel like I'm trapped in this endless cycle of depression and anxiety that will never stop. Sometimes, I just want to shut my eyes and stop existing...,
:(
Anyway, Heechul looks really y in the new Lo Siento teasers!
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