Scared, sad, and..., Well, at least Heechul looks y.

So, it's been a long week of feeling like crap.

I had a job interview on Monady and will find out about it tomorrow...,

As such, I've been in a very bad place all week. I'm scared of getting the job and also scared of not getting it.

It's a weird feeling to have.

I've been very down because of it. I even tried talking to a few online peer counseling places, but everyone I talked to was either no help or stopped talking to me when I got too serious about my feelings. Needless to say, you guys are way more helpful than any trained listeners.

I just hope I don't have to wait all day for the news about the job, though if I get it I'll have another set of anxiety to deal with...,

I feel like I'm trapped in this endless cycle of depression and anxiety that will never stop. Sometimes, I just want to shut my eyes and stop existing...,

:(

Anyway, Heechul looks really y in the new Lo Siento teasers!

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lilspydermunkey
#1
I understand a little what you're saying. My current job is causing me some stress and anxiety. I'm not performing as well as I should be, and it's a constant daily fear that I'm going to get fired. It's an awful enviornment to work in.
sleepingprince
#2
I think you should take one thing at a time . Try not to think too much about it. If you get the job, just go with the flow and try to embrace it . Give yourself some time to adjust into new environment and all. Once you have passed your adjustment period , you should be fine . However , if you don't feel happy or anything , you can always seek for a new job . It's not easy , but eventually you'll pull it through. You can do it
kelly2010
#3
Aw honey! *Smothers you in hugs* I know everything seems scary right now, but I know you. You will push through this and kick anxiety's . If you need to just let it out, message me. I promise to help you as much as I'm able.