I personally don't know if I am even wanted here. Let alone if I am appreciated as a fan artist either. I'm disappointed and a bit bitter; lately I have been just super sad and lost my appetite etc. I don't really have hope in myself a writer. I don't think anyone here even reads or is looking forward to my stories etc. 

I have no faith in my craft anymore. 

If there is any interest, that would restore my enjoyment; then I won't leave.But until then idk.

Honestly, do you even care for my writing?