Everything is falling apart!! I have made some terrible mistakes in my life and now the guilt is killing me..for once I thought to take control of my life but to my utter misfortune I made a bad choice...

I am feeling so alone and my heart is crumbling in to pieces due to the burden of the guilt and regrets..so I want to confess that I have made mistakes and I am sincerely sorry for that..

Due to some circumstances I am drowning in solitude..my soul is lost and alone..I am an optimistic person and I believe everything will be fine but it is taking so long...all I can see is darkness surrounding me..but I want to come out of it and explore light..

I am not depressed neither am I giving up..it`s just my mind is drowning in a whirlpool of emotions..I am appologising to all of you if I have ever dissapointed you because today I am dissapointed with someone as well as myself..that someone was once the idol of my life but today I only feel dissapointment towards that person..and the pain is heavy and difficult to bear..

So I am so sorry to those whom I have failed...and Again thanks to all of you for being a part of my life and filling different colours in it...if my life is going through rain then you guys are rainbow in it for which I will be forever grateful..

I don`t know why I write this stupid blog but I just wanted to express how I feel..who knows there might be no tomorrow for me..

and one last thing I request to all of you is never stop smiling cuz life is very short ..so smile while you still have teeth :)