Okaaaaaay. So a week before Valentine's day, my friend asked me to drink with them on the said day. I don't really celebrate the occasion and last year I was just at home. There was a concert on our school but I didn't bother to attend, there were also no classes that week so I promised him that ok I'll be there. I'm not the type of person who drinks like occasionaly, casually. I just don't like drinking alcohol. The last time I got drunk, (flashback starts)  I'VE GOT HYPER AND THERE WAS A VIDEO OF ME BEING HYPER and I was like okay don't send it to any SNS and thankfully they didn't and that time we just drank at my friend's house so it was quite fine. (flashback ends) 

So Valentine's day it is!! It was already 7 in the evening when I went out. I told the people at home I was gonna attend the concert but WRONG, no i'm going to a bar or i don't what it's called like with my friends. This is why I'm pretty guilty because I lied to my parents and others at home. They don't want me to drink eyy and me neither. I was supposed to just chill out there maybe take a few shots then like just phone because I DON'T WANT TO DRINK and just listen to my friend's problem (yes, that was his reason why I went. BECAUSE HE WAS HEARTBROKEN but few days before he was fine already. I was in doubt if I should go but yeah I promised.) Ok, I'm not the person who knows what the drinks look like or what and I was like let's not go for hard and you can just choose what to buy, I believe in you, you are my friend. Okay we ordered a bucket and we have 2 bottles each. The first bottle was making me dizzy and they told me YOU NEED TO FINISH THE OTHER ONE. I tried to finish it ASAP because I need to be home by 10 PM but it was making me dizzy.

So fast forward, I WAS HYPER IN PUBLIC LIKE I'M NOT THE PERSON YOU SEE AT SCHOOL. LIKE DUH I'M NOT HYPER, I'M PRETTY QUIET AND MY FRIEND WHO ASKED ME TO GO THERE POSTED IT ON TWITTER, ON HIS MY DAY ON FACEBOOK, ON OUR GROUP CHAT ON MESSENGER LIKE WHOOOAHH. WHAT HAPPENED IS FOR YOUR EYES ONLY,FOR THE EYES OF WHO WERE THEIR. YOU DON'T NEED TO LET THE WORLD KNOW. HIS TWITTER WAS A PUBLIC ACCOUNT AND HE HAS A THOUSAND FOLLOWERS. I SENT HIM A PRIVATE MESSAGE TELLING HIM TO TAKE DOWN THE PHOTO BECAUSE MY BROTHER MIGHT SEE IT BUT HE JUST REPLIED HAHAHAHAHA. LIKE OK I'M SERIOUS HERE. AND WHEN I TALKED TO HIM PERSONALLY HE WAS LIKE TELLING OTHERS THERE ARE MORE VIDEOS AND ETC. I DON'T KNOW IF HE'S BRAGGING IT BECAUSE I GOT DRUNK AND HE SAW IT PERSONALLY, I DON'T CARE I JUST HATE IT. AND HE'S TELLING ME IT WAS MY FAULT DRINKING. OR MAYBE YEAH BUT I DID IT FOR YOUR SAKE, I WENT HERE FOR YOU PLEASE APPRECIATE THAT! AND BY THE WAY A GROUP OF GUYS WHICH IS ALSO MY SCHOOLMATES SAW THE TWEETS OR MAYBE THE VIDEOS AND ONE GUY TOLD ME THAT HE SEND THE PIC ON THEIR OWN GROUP CHAT AND I DON'T KNOW IF HE SAID THAT ACCIDENTALLY AND TOLD ME "OOOH I JUST SEND THE SCREENSHOT OF THE TWEET OF YOUR "FRIEND" AND I WAS LIKE (OUTSIDE APPPEARANCE: SO CALM HEHE OK I UNDERSTAND: DEEP INSIDE: WTH I'M HATING YOU RIGHT NOW "FRIEND")

WHAT I'M POINTING OUT HERE THE VIDEOS ARE LIKE I'M JUST HYPER, IT'S JUST NOT AN ORDINARY THING I DO. THAT WAS JUST THE CONTENT. POSTING IT WITHOUT THE CONSENT OF THE PERSON WHO IS IN THE VIDEO IS REALLY NOT APPROPRIATE ESPECIALLY IF IT'S NOT FOR AWARENESS. You know what I mean right? SO WHAT IF THE CONTENT IS MORE LIKE "STRONG PARENTAL GUIDANCE" TYPE OF THING. THAT MIGHT AFFECT THE CONCERNED PERSON, THERE WOULD BE A CHANCE IT WILL LOWER THEIR ESTEEM. AND WHAT I FEEL I'M EXPERIENCING IS LIKE THAT.   SO PLEASE HAVE CONSENT, PLEASE RESPECT, NOT ALL THINGS ARE NEEDED TO BE SHOWN ON THE INTERNET.