I don't normally write these kinds of blogs but I need to get it off my chest and I have no one to talk to.

The first time in a long time, I'm literally upset at my own mother. First, just a bit of backstory so you can understand my point of view. My mom has a can get annoyed at people very easily if they're not doing what they're supposed to. My country is a very chill so most of the people don't normally care too much about things (of course there are some people who are very hardworking). There are times where she will quit temporarily and come back a week later, not because she wants a break but she can't stand the people she works with. There was a time where she got an office job but quit two weeks later because she was given all of the work and her colleagues weren't doing anything but chatting. 

That's it about her backstory.

So on Sunday night, I was supposed to work with Boy (identity reasons I'll be calling them by their genders). When I got to work, I found Girl taking his shift instead. Now, Girl has a bad relationship with my mom. She has a history of taking money out of the till before. Of course, I'm not ok with that (but I wasn't working at the time when it occurred) and mom is definitely not ok with that either. So mom told the boss if she works, here again, she will quit. It's a common thing for her so I didn't really take it to heart. Until she sent me a message saying that she took me off work too. 

During an age where getting a job is really difficult, I was really pissed off. One, I didn't have a say in it. And Two, all because of one person. The biggest issue is that Dad is the only working member of the family and we have a house loan to pay, which we know, he can't do on his own. 

Now I'm jobless, now trying to find jobs that I can apply to. I know that I wouldn't be working there forever, but I at least want to have a say in it before doing something as crazy as that. 

Now that I got all of that off my chest. I do apologise and thankful for those who have made it this far into the blog. It wasn't that long but I've never complained to stuff like this on the internet before. I'm the type of person who can't really get angry. If I do, it won't last that long. Like right now, I've sort of calmed down writing this. I know I haven't been active on AFF because of work. But now I think I can get some stuff done, there's always an upside to everything I guess :)

This has been PanmiChan and signing out~