healing and getting back on my feet.

it's been tough, sometimes it's been so hard, and it still is hard from time to time, but i'm finally feeling myself find my way in life.

i have figured out what i want, or how to at least achieve a fraction of what i want in life.

for a long time i've been in a depression and struggling to get out but i think i'm finally getting there. i'm slowly beginning to enjoy what i'm doing, wanting to do more, finding my way. soon i will get my writing book back out from the attic to focus on my novels once more and i will also be writing here again.

i am not fully healed, nor do i think i will ever be, but i am getting there. i'm not suffering from my anxiety as severely as i used to. i don't feel very depressed lately. as someone who's been in a very bad place mentally for two years this is a big thing. i'm doing more, facing my fears of travelling and going to a college 30 miles away from home.

i am getting better and i am thankful to those of you who have waited for me these past few months.

i'm not saying my motivation to write has fully come back yet, i would be lying if i said it was back, but i have two ideas. one will be a novel that i will write by hand in a book and it will be unlikely that it will ever get to aff. another is involving mermaids, which will most likely be on aff once i get a plan together.

 

thank you for waiting for me and supporting me and still reading my fics whilst i've been gone. i appreciate it a lot.

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raystar003
#1
Good buddy... Don't ever give up... We all have weaknesses but we have to go beyond this...Follow your dreams ... Everything will be all right... Stay safe and happy...
rainbowfluff
#2
it's good to hear that, hwaiting!
brithistorian
#3
I'm glad to hear you're doing better. I don't really know you that well, but I've enjoyed the fics of yours that I've read and the times I've interacted with you on aff. I'll be happy to see you around more.