Fond of love, I was never.

For you, I tried.

I tried, I fell hard.

So hard it cuts deep.

How cliché isn't it? To hurt for love.

Your lover, I wish I am.

Well I am, discreetly.

Without your knowing, that is.

A loyal friend, I stand by you.

Times when you told me you love other, I felt nothing.

I knew you have break my heart countless time, that is why.

To all females, you treat the same.

I was a fool for thinking I am special.

Countless time I told myself to move on.

Countless time too hope ignites in me.

A false hope, that is.

https://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/1242836