So I couldn't keep the daily blogs going, my life is mess, and I wanna cry but at the same time as i write this at 3:52 am i wanna throw up for the third time tonight.

I was mean to walk home with my boyfrind on friday but my boody was telling me i wasn't gonna make it, so I went and met my mom at the Local Hospital. I slept  from like 4 in the afternoon till 9 when i got up and had some pills.

i feel like im dying, im paler thsn norm, meaning i'm not going to schooll, my headache won't stop and i really would prefer to be dead.

i have a meeting on mondy, meaning im not going to school. but im hella nervous snyway...

So as im dying i just wanted to say i love you all.

-KJK