currently playing // vixx's eternity 

so, always the title stated, it's finally my 19th birthday! I feel grateful and absolutely happy I made it this far despide all those anxiety, depression and obstacle in life i've gone through these past 19 years. honestly I was and still is in disbelief at the fact one step away from becoming an adult. I still feel like a baby to all my sibling and my parents who needs to pamper me with lots of love and care, heheh.

honestly there's lots of thing I think is quite funny yet difficult for me. as example, moving on from xues. yes, we have broken up unfortunately. at first I thought it's quite impossible for me to move on from him by the time my birthday come but I did it. and it's all thanks to all amazing people I had around me! < 3 I also have grown to mature up a bit as I notice (?) I didn't give a damn anymore about fanwar happening around exo-l. it's not that I don't care but I just think it's quite pointless to keep on arguing. people will keep on hating when they already despite on that stuff and it's something we can't help. so in my opinion it's better to just turn blind and don't bother to give them any attention.

as for my studies, my result just come out recently and i'm quite happy for it. it didn't reach my expectation but nonetheless i'm happy enough for it! it gives me strength to works harder for next semester.

oh, sm also released electric kiss dance practice this morning. it honestly is quite unexpected and didn't turn up on my notification : ( but nonetheless i'm happy for it and I also think of it as my birthday gift lmao. I couldn't wait for countdown's album to be release *^*