Despite my wishing to not have to make a blogpost like this, the universe has decided that I should not be relieved of my burden.

I don't wanna beat around the bush unnecessarily so long story short: my desire to write along with my inspiration is momentarily in the negative. Nothing to be worried, to be honest. I'm sure I will eventually get back into the swing of things, only not yet, just not right now. What happened near the end of the year along with my own personaly issues have drained me of all energy, especially my creative resources.

I suppose it is as normal a reaction as any other.

I've decided quite a while ago that 2018 will be the year of doing all of the things I have been awaiting for a sign to begin, the year of healing and personal growth.

I am trying to be kind to myself, to allow myself the time to come back into myself, to heal at my own pace, to be understanding with not only myself, but also with the universe and the plans She has with me I have yet to understand.

I am trying to have faith that all will be solved eventually. 

I am sure that they will. 

# I will not delete any stories posted that require updating, especially Counterfeit Paralysis.

# I will aim to complete my entries for the contests I am participating in before the time limit.