Hi Everyone :)

Yes, I know it's been forever since I updated, wrote a blog, or even messaged anyone on here. To be honest, I've almost been avoiding AFF. The truth is, I don't feel the same anymore; about writing and reading fanfictions on here. I think a lot has happened in my life recently and I just stopped being interested in fanfiction. I don't dislike it or anything, of course not. I just don't feel the same about it, not anymore. It's a little hard to properly put down in words and explain. And I do feel awful for leaving some stories unfinished, and leaving readers hanging, wondering what will happen next, how the story will unfold, the ending etc. But honestly, I tried to continue writing, I really did - still it didn't help. I just can't write kpop fanfiction anymore. I don't even think there is a particular reason why. I just became unhappy writing on here. I still enjoy writing, but I want to write only fiction, not fanfiction.

Regardless, I have loved being on this site. I made some amazing friends, some best friends. Whom I still hope to remain friends with ^_^ I think that was one of the highlights of being part of this site, meeting some wonderful and talented people. I'm so glad to have made friends with you guys. That I am truly grateful for <3

Also, being a reader/writer on here has helped me as a writer. I feel it helped me become more confident in my skills and become a better writer; always helping me to improve. That is most definitely something I appreciate, and to those lovely readers/writers - all your feedback and the fact that you were sat there reading my work, supporting me and helping me to improve, means the world. I want to thank all of you for that :D <3

I still want to apologise, because I know I will have let down some readers :( I really didn't want to. But I just can't force myself to continue writing here, when I just don't feel it anymore. It doesn't make me happy anymore. I hope that you can understand my feelings and decision.

For now, I have marked my stories as 'Unlisted' and 'Draft'. I will be deleting them soon though. But I wanted to let my readers know before deleting them. Again, I'm sorry, but I hope you will understand <3

Once again, thank you to everyone who's been there for me through this site, all those who have listened to me rant, lol, those who read/commented/supported my work. I want to thank all readers, including silent readers too. You guys still showed me support in your own way, and that still means a great deal to me, so thank you :) <3

I haven't quite decided if I'm going to leave-leave AFF, as I still stay in touch with some people over AFF message. But my stories will be deleted within this week.

Okay, so now I'll stop, heh ^^; sorry for the long blog post. I don't even know if I've made any sense at all, but I just wanted to write this message for you all. Still, sorry for the let down? I hope you will understand.

Thank you to all, for everything :) <3

Much Love :) xxx

Thank You - Arigatou - Gomawo