KAT-TUN IS BACK!!!

I know you guys don't know about JPOP much KAT-TUN, the thing is, this group went hiatus last year because from 6 people (one person per letter) 3 people left the  group- all for valid reasons. As a few of you know, I am not really from Kpop fandom since Jpop is my first and KAT-TUN is my first group. They were my companions during the days I was down because I had no one to talk to. I wasn't depressed or something, but I was pretty down and they went with me during those days. I know some of you can relate to this because lets face it, we all wanted to be loved and boybands/girlbands are abundant with love and so we love them back. So when these guys went hiatus, I was pretty down like really down but as a closet fan (I was eversince) I had to keep on showing that I was alright when in fact I am not. So I tried to read fanfics about KAT-TUN but I have already read their fluff and happy fics. I'm not going to read the angst because of course I wanted heal my wound through fics and so I started to venture to the KPOP fandom and started reading exo fics since they're the only group I know (by name) from Kpop. 

From Kris x OC and Chanyeol x OC then I fell in love with Chanyeol (blame Kokobop) then started to venture to my early ship (way back growl period) the ChanBaek and jajaaaaaaan! I fell for the ship because the writers from this ship are so creative and so awesome. Not to mention they also have great grammars. Like WOW. and so my wounded heart started to heal. 

When I went to check on my livejournal communities, I went ballistic when I read about KAT-TUN being back. Yes its sad because most of the "happy" members left but I wanted to continue to support this group. I didn't become a hyphen (name of their fans: each letter of KAT-TUN stands for each of the members and the "-" in the middle are the fans) because they have awesome visuals, no offense but they don't, nor their dance skills, again no offense but they also don't have it. I liked the meaning of some of their songs, my favorite was Love Yourself--- It was the first song that captured my heart (more like awakened the fangirl inside me). The song is about not pretending to be others and be yourself because 'the you that you hate is the you that I love'. I was pretty down and them saying that to me meant a lot to my younger self. Its hurts to see them being cut into half T-T because I had no bias in this group because everyone of them is awesome in their own way but at least the members that left are still alive. 

So yeah that is all my feels for all of this KAT-TUN comeback. 

Sorry for listening for all this rants.