It still feels like you are alive but at the same time, you are gone.

I still have the urge to cry whenever I read things about you but those urges happen because I have finally decided that instead of crying to the fact that you are gone from everyone's sight, I cry because I know you are in a better place and probably in pure bliss right now. I think you'd probably want people to cry for your happiness and freedom. Also, you just went back to heaven where you truly belonged. 

It does take time to fully accept that you're gone from our sight but I just wanna let you know that I will always remember you and you'll always shine brightly in everyone's memory.

You are truly one shining Angel.