I can't remember when it was the last time I felt so broken.. 

Since the moment I heard the news I've been in constant pain, I couldn't stop crying and being depressed.

Just thinking about how the other members must be feeling.. 

Today, I finally saw a tiny light. I wanted to see Jonghyun off with a smile, so I did.

It's okay, it's all okay. Jonghyun, you did well my dear inspiration, you did so well♥ 

R.I.P Jonghyun, may he rest in peace now. Shining on the other members because he'll forever be our bling bling.