At first, the news of SHINEE's Jonghyun was surreal. No matter how much I said it in my mind it didn't sit well with me. And now there's so much news about him. About how everyone is coping with this incident, about the last things he wrote, said, and did before his death.

And suddenly, everything is too much so I cry. Cry for this amazing man. Very nice, generous, and caring.

But no one cared enough for him. Not even the doctor who was supposed to be his savior, his last hope. 

And it hurts like hell because no one told him there was other options beside death.

"Some of you cared....none of you cared enough."

Rest in peace Jonghyun.

You deserve peace.