Jonghyun, even with your death, you still want to help people.

You're death has helpped me, my paperwork from my referral to an Anxiety and depression clinic came quickier than i thought they would.

You have given me the best gift today, the gift of a chance to carry on, where you coludn't. i will make my demons go away for good and listen to our song with happiness. Y Si Fuera Ella doesn't have to be sad anymore! I can carry on.

And for you, i will.

I've done it, i'm starting to get better.

Thank You, Jonghyun. i will never forget you, and the gift you have given me.