I know my blog is late, I feel as if I’ve coped with it enough to be able to say that, you guys depression is a scary and terribly wicked thing to go through and experience. I’ve lost people whom I either was or wasn’t close to by Suicide, people who I believe had more potential, but who couldn’t see it for themselves until they ceased to exist.

 Kim Jonghyun is one of these victims , I don’t want his or any other persons Suicide to be something taken lightly. Depression is not a joke, it’s an enemy and it’s a killer, I can’t stress to you guys how important it is that we keep fighting this invisible battle, but we must. It’s too saddening to be losing so many lives all the time, please guys recognize signs, talk it out, talk to someone, you can also talk to me. Keep in mind I’m not therapist, however I am here to listen and talk to you if you ever really need.

I wish that all these lives could be given back and that those who are hurt, hurt no more. Kim Jonghyun did the best he could, my fellow classmates did the best they could, they all worked hard. You guys are working hard, I’ll try my best to be a support to those in need. Just please please, please talk to someone if you have to. We may see a person today, but we not see them tomorrow, it is critical that we love and stand by one another right now and always. 

We need to be strong and help as much as possible, I’ll never get to see those people again, and I’m heartbroken about never being able to see Jonghyun perform on stage again. I just hope that for all of them the are at peace and well and happy. 

Theres prevention lines you guys can use, just search and click there’s people around who are willing to listen. I’m willing to listen to you, so please even if it’s not a good day for you send a message no matter what I just want you all to be well, doesn’t matter when you do just send one if you have no one to talk to. I’ll listeb everyone here on AFF will listen. 

At last I give my thoughts and prayers to those in need at this moment and to Kim Jonghyun himself as well as his colleagues and family and friends. To his fan like myself, we lost an angle however, heaven gained one and he I believe can some day be at  peace. This is my goodbye to a hero and a man who worked hard until now. 수고했어요 우리 종현씨.