I woke up crying. First thing I did was check on IG because maybe yesterday was just a dream. I was so wrong. I cried even more after reading the letter Jonghyun left with Nine. My heart broke for him and the people he left behind.

I also want to curse at that doctor. Incompetence in your field causes to lose lives. I hope you lose your license because you're not doing your job right! You were being paid to help him, not tell him stuff that will only provoke him even more into committing suicide! Ultimately, I blame you for his death. Your conscience should eat you! I hope your other patients change doctors before you do them more damage.