My first ever damn blog post on this site and its for Jonghyun.

Here I go.

I love you my baby.

Jongs death still doesnt feel real to me tbh, i know hes gone but i just cant imagine his smile and glow not existing anymore.

He didn't do drugs. He didn't get wasted. He was hardly in scandals. He remained real. He spoke for minority. He stood against oppression. He made songs that inspired people and awed his colleagues.

Theres still ot5 even though jonghyuns gone, us fans will shine in his place As hard as this is im gonna try harder in life to make other people happy because then jonghyuns passion and light wont die, at least not within me.

I may hurt and i may be sobbing my heart out and i may miss him forever, but the pain will pass, and when it does im gonna try harder on my life goals, im gonna smile like jong has.

No matter what the members decisions are, whether they disband or continue without Jonghyun, please support them. Understand that they’re going through a rough time. Send them lots of love, wish them happiness, because they need it right now.

Jonghyun, someday please come back to us, in any form, and stay.

I'll make a world where you can be proud.

I'll make a world where you will want to live.

Thank you