It just seems so surreal. I wake up to find out what happened to Jonghyun and my heart feels heavy. My condolences goes out to his family, friends, and fans.

  I remember just 6 months ago, I found my love for K-pop once more after a 5 year break and SHINee was one of the few that I came back to. They were one of the first groups I listened to from "Replay" to "Hello" to "Sherlock." It saddens me to see this news after so long of not following them.

   "Suicide is a terrible sickness and no one should go through the pain that leads up to it alone," as said by DGNA_Forever, and it's true. It is something that cannot be ignored once you've seen the signs of someone going through these thoughts. If you or anyone you know is going through this, there is absolutely nothing wrong with seeking help. Don't feel ashamed or embarrassed because everyone around you definitely cares.

  If anyone needs someone to talk to, I'm definitely here. Sure, I may not know you in real life, but I promise to be your support system.

  Rest in peace Kim Jonghyun.