I've been a Shawol ever since I started listening to K-pop. Shinee was the second group I ever stanned and Jonghyun was my bias.
I don't even know what to say. I just hope he finally found the peace he needed, although I selfishly wish he'd found another way to be okay. I hope he'll rest in peace.
I don't even want to imagine how his mother and sister feel right now. If I feel this sad and in pieces without having ever met him, how are his other members doing?
I don't want to cry, because I'm sure their pain in way worse than mine, but today it's such a sad day that I felt the need to say something about his death. I watched so many shows and fan cams, that I feel like I know them a bit, as if they're my friends at times. I feel like I've lost a friend today.
I don't judge him for what he did, because I myself have though about how easier it'd be to simply die before. I just wonder if at some point, he regretted his choice when it was already too late.
Rest in peace, Jonghyun, that's all I can wish for you. You and your voice will not be forgotten.
Shinee will always be together, no matter what happened.