Super Junior's "Super Show 7" tour has officially started!

Many emotions have been going through me while I've watched endless of clips from their very first day in Seoul. 

And for most parts, I've been crying endlessly. Even while writing this, the tears just won't stop. I'm sad, happy, excited, scared and disappointed all at once.

I'm sad because it's yet another Super Show I'm missing out on ..

I'm happy because they are finally making their stand after such a long time

I'm excited because their stages are always amazing

I'm scared because of everything that has been going on and I hope it won't backlash on them

I'm disappointed because I was holding on to the tiny hope of seeing Sungmin and/or Kangin on stage with them for a few seconds. 

I'm still going to hold on to that tiny hope that one of them would join them later during their tour.

It's been 163 days since Sungmin announced he'd withdraw from the comeback and I'm still waiting for a Miracle to happen to our dear Bunny.

I was more than happy to see Siwon during the SS7, (despite everything that happened) smiling so brightly compared to the last time he appeared with s, where he just held his head down most of the time. It broke my heart to see him apologize to s and the fans, and though he has nothing to apologize for, he's finally made a public appearance and a public apology to everyone. 

I've watched the clip where Leeteuk says "My friend Heechul, I will carry you if you are sick" over and over, and I cannot stop the tears. The bond of the #83line is too much for my heart to handle.

I don't know if it's the lack of sleep or just the exhaustion of having worked for nine hours that made me overly emotional. Or if it is just because they are my ultimate group ..

The fact that they did those same scene turns as in SS6 broke my heart, because it's so much easier to notice how few they actually are on stage.

I cannot wait for the dvd .. T_T