Yesterday I was just going through YouTube videos and watched one of the Baekyeon moment videos. It felt really good to look at their smiling faces. That time zone must be special. As I'm new into KPOP unfortunately or fortunately I missed that phase. 

Unfortunately because I missed to follow them during the best times of their lives and fortunately because I was not part of the fandoms who were judging them for their choices. 

Was that really wrong to update on SNS and convey your message to your special one?? Actually I found it impressive. Due to their tight schedules and requirements to keep things secret it might have difficult for them to see each other or talk on phone calls for days. So they might have used SNS.

Imagin how Baekhyun might have reacted after checking Oreo pic posted by Taeyeon and the special caption after long exhausted day.This thought is making me happy.

I saw one more video in which Taeyeon was conveying her apologies for all the controversy happened, through one person. How she might have felt.. those people who worked as motivation for her journey were hurt just because she loved someone.How difficult that phase was for them.

Now as their careers are growing, we can hope they have overcome that pain. No one can be sure whether they still have feelings for each other.

I ship Baekyeon but I feel worried...

What if they have already moved on in their lives and in near future find someone special with whom they want to have love relationship. Will my heart accept that person ? Or I will became part of "that" fandom I hated the most. 

But then I feel What if they still have love for each other at corner of their heart and just denying it because of the fear that all we fans will be hurt again or it will be threat for their careers. (I hope this case to be true).

The way this all turned ugly, will they dare in the future to accept their love feelings publicly? Or all the past reactions made them close their heart and live life alone till they want to perceive their careers.

I don't know whether supporting Baekyeon is good or bad. Just one thing I am sure about is however the situation will be, I just want to assure them that their decision was not wrong. Those feelings they experienced, there was nothing wrong in that.  They don't have to be sorry for that.

I am supporting Baekyeon because I feel they were perfect for each other. Even if Taeyeon and Baekhyun will move on, I will always support their choices. And those moments which witnessed their love, I will cherish them as good memories.

I want to request to the real Baekyeon fandoms if we can do something to let Baekyeon know that we support them however the situation is. Even if they don't want to be together we are here to support them making their hardships bit less. And if they want to be together then we will be their Shields protecting them forever.