Greetings !

I suppose this is an intro of sorts. It could also be a public declaration, one that pressures me into finally committing to what's been bothering me for the past few weeks. Or, it could simply just be me rambling to no one in particular.  Yes, it's probably that, because I somehow manage to stretch things into ridiculously long tangents of nonsense, just like how I've managed to sputter brain fart into this first paragraph without getting to a point that actually made sense.

Clearly, this is going great so far.  Let me try again.

Hi ! I'm Noel.  I'm nineteen years old, and I'm a visual-artist-slash-writer.  Well, sort of.  The last time I've properly written anything—it was in a literate roleplay—was months ago, and I don't think I touched any of my fanfics for more than two years now.

It's been a long time.  I'm itching to write again, but alas, how can I commit to that when I can't even focus on finishing my coursework on time ?  How can I do that when, when I try to start writing a draft, words leave me and all I'm left with are unopened ideas and the unfulfilled need to write ??

The frustration's driving me crazy.  Hopefully, I manage to focus on finishing my coursework on time so I can get back on track again soon.  I've already got the ideas, I've already got the motivation, and I've already made the accounts (I think I made aff and lj all in one day because I'm spontaneous like that).  All that's left for me to do is... write.