Don't forget

I reach out my hand but no one grabs

I search the alley but what welcomed me was the succumb rats

I kept on pleading for mercy and comfort

but they turned away without giving any effort I hate them all,

I hate them all, I hate them all!

But what I feel now, I know it is wrong

In reality what I see is not the problem

but what's inside singing a melancholic anthem

I know I could get out of depression

but the coldness sometimes gives you an addiction

Ecstasy is just an illusion

its my neurotransmitters that creates the hallucinations

I can get out if I want to

I can wipe my own tears too

Dear me, you want to get out so get out

you are not blind you know you can get out of the drought

Dear me, you are strong its been so long

You tasted defeat and forgot that once you have won.

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lovesmith #1 Sep 25, 2017 16:44:45

What a nice words you have there

DelightInMe #2 Sep 25, 2017 04:22:16

thank you for your comforting reply :) I just want to let this out bcoz I feel that if I carry it to myself it will just make my inside rot. But I'm really glad knowing that someone, even though a stranger will go on her way to make a reply just to know that she care. I'm truly grateful :)

xxVIPxxBLACKJACKxx #3 Sep 25, 2017 03:59:09

You know people often say that hope is a dangerous weapon and that to believe doesn't necessarily mean it will come true. But hope is also a powerful force and to believe in something is the beginning of another. I may be wrong and I apologize if I am, but from this blog, you seem to be struggling with depression. I won't tell you to just get out of it or look at the bright side of things or any of that because I know it doesn't work that way, but I hope a little encouragement or support from a stranger would help. So, after this really long thing I just wrote, I just want to tell you that I believe in you, and that I believe you will get through this because u r strong. U might not think so, but when u feel otherwise, I hope u will remember that there's at least one person in the world who thinks ur strong because at the end of the day, u still made it through and I think that, in itself, takes strength.