Am I still a Cassie ? >.

Hi guys, how're you guys doing? To those who sick do drink more water ok hehe 

Beware. It's a long post>< 

So the topic is quite common now I think. I just don't know anymore. Well it started when our JJ make a comeback on drama Manhole ..you guys know right ? Haha 

Then when I saw him it just my heart go like *so-so*. I mean in the past if it JJ I went crazy and spazz him like 20/7 but now I don't even care lol 

My heart just tell me like *JJ you're OK. I'm just glad you're still in the industry* 

That's when my emoshinki kick in. I mean I'm a Cassie right but what is this feeling >< 

But it doesn't end there. 

Remember my last post about HoMin comeback. I was excited and fangirling like hell but the next day I'm just OK. 

I mean when I saw or read their news again I was like hey there here. Not like in the past when I followed every update >< the heck is wrong with me! 

Then I suddenly came to realize maybe just maybe that I'm just an OT5 Cassie. Not 2 or 3 of them! You know I'm just supporting the five. Maybe coz their songs effected me much! 

N for this comeback I heard homin gonna remake few ot5 songs! I was like the hell! N what I remember one of the song is Bolero! Damn! I don't want to say this but Jung don't have that goosebumps voice and I just know most of the song will be sang by Shim! Sorry to say this but it a fact thou. 

And to make it worse , I tried searching and entering forum *the old days* n met with ex-cass. She said most Cassie didn't like JJ coz he kept giving false hope! I was like what false hope? The OT5 comeback in 1 group! 

 

I was like seriously ?? She then add by behaving like that most Cassie despise him. I'm really shocked but when I think about it. It really true thou. JJ always have this faith in ot5 during his time in JYJ but to tell you guys never ever they will comeback as 5 coz ..

Homin will remain in SME until death I think coz you know loyalty? Yup! Our boys is full of that. She added that the content of the contract we never knew right. So maybe just maybe it will last until forever unless both of them decide to leave.

BUT

it not 100% true OK. It my assumption only. 

But remember these name (TVXQ & CASSIOPEIA) is legit and registered under SME. So when the boys leave they have to create another name for them. For me I'll rooting for them to leave coz I just need the 5 voice back. And our fandom name *sigh* i know it a cool name but if our boys want to start over i'll be there for them. 

 

See ?? This things make me emoshinki >< huhu 

What do you guys think? Maybe I'm just an ot5 Cassie right ? Huhu I'm so freaking lonely right now. It would be a lie if I don't listen to their separate group songs in the past. I stopped caring about them 5 of them for homin, after catch me I think? Their Japanese single I don't memorise any songs! Then last comeback tense ! After tense don't listen to them. For jyj most of chun n suie songs I don't memorize. 

JJ I memorize I think lol maybe coz he's my bias n I love his genre hehe 

But the strange thing is I still enjoy the fanfics haha 

So yeah FML! 

This is really hard! N to added more worse to this TVXQ is not powerful as before! I mean look at them now! One reason coz they split and the main vocal leave the group which made the group look Hmmmm. 

Exo split too but they still strong coz their main vocals still there! My god (note: I'm not an exo-L) 

The main vocal is the soul of the group !!!! F.Logic! 

but anyway TVXQ / JYJ still rock in their fans heart huhu 

I just wish for them for the better in future. 

(Note: I don't want to talk about yoochun coz his life is messed up. He could have a better future for being an actor but I guess this is life) 

 

So yeah that's it I think haha. 

 

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hanerrr
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this is normal, nothing lasts forever, actually I'm not a hardcore Cassie but was and i loved them back in their glory days. I've been a kpoper since seven years so i think I'm a multifandom.
there was that time before EXO lost members that i loved them so much. and here I'm now following both groups just to know what's they are up to you know.. and it's always Hmm yeah OK good music but not passionate about them like before.

but when it comes to fanfics and Yunjae I'm a hardcore fan and i believe in them like a crazy no matter how many yeard passes. maybe DBSK most likely would never reunite again but Yunjae is REAL..
even EXO i think I like their fanfics though I'm not so following them like before.

Fanfics and OTPs are totally different from staning the group itself.

So yeah this is normal.