this blog is talking more about me since people are asking what type of things help me pick what to write about. And how my mind works while writing. And other stuff too. Hope you enjoy.

so when writing I usually write the plot down, choose my characters, and choose what type of scene that the characters are in. And I haven't spoken about this to anyone... My best friend knows though... But i use how I feel that day in it. Like the baekyeol story I had was basically a reference to if I have lost my best friend or she lost me. I felt like if anything happens to her I would rather be with her than live with out her. She is like a sister to me and if anyone or anything messed that up I would do anything to get back to before. And the story I am currently working on is basically another reference to when my grandmother had passed. How I felt she was taken from my life and how I never had the closure I needed to move on. Hence "I cry because you are not here." I cry because I hadn't had the chance to say goodbye. Even though she passed 6 years ago, it still hurts every time I think of her.

also when writing I use true scenarios to make the reader relate to what they are going through. Basically I use my stories as a guide for the readers to help with what they go through and use it as a closing chapter in my own personal life. Yes I do use the character's personality to make it like them but some thoughts were from me.

My personality:

I am quite when you first meet me but I do open up after I am comfortable. I have struggled with very dark thoughts that sometimes comes out on how I speak at random times. I am mostly positive on things I say though. I am a giver, I love to make people happy that is my therapy to me. I make sure that everyone has eaten if not I would give my food to them. Creative is what alot of people say I am by my drawing and writing. Optimism is my go to constantly I care about others more than I do my self. Basically I am a mama bear to anyone. I don't really have to know them if they are not doing well I would help anyway I can.

things I like:

you know one kpop! But I love watching this tv show called Supernatural. It is a wonderful show and full of tears and laughter. I am a total book worm I love any kind of books and always hungry for more. I love animals, all kinds, I do however like cats as a house pet. But I love dogs and others too. I love gaming, video games are awesome. Five nights at Freddy's is my go to game.

but yeah a little bit more of me. hopefully you liked it but if not it is okay. We all have our own opinion, right?