This is probably another useless blog over a thousand more of other blogs.

I just read the news few minutes ago and couldn't help myself to post this. I've been suspecting that it was hoya but i tried to not think about that. The clues were all out, he's the only one who didn't get spotted on woollim's building that day so everyone's there probably talking about how to convince him anyway.

I don't know what to feel about this, but i do feel hurt? probably not hurt but, afraid? worried? 

I will support him regardless but there is, of course, a part of me who was disappointed/hurt? I know i should believe in him and trust him and that his choices will be the best for him but i couldn't help that i want to be selfish for myself? that i too, also want the best choices for me and to save myself from getting hurt is probably them staying as 7. 

I know i shouldn't think like that and i will support him regardless of his choice. I would just like to vent my feelings here anyway.

Please ignore this and if you want to leave a comment, do so. But grant me a favor and don't comment things about how i should support him etc and how im being immature and selfish because i know that already. This is, just a frustation that i need to get out of me and im not blaming anyone, not Woollim, not Infinite, not Hoya, no one.