Letter to the one who never gave me a reason

I'd be damned if I say I didn’t loved you. I did. So much that I didn't ask you questions. So much that I let all be. So much that I hide how hurt I am. So much that every night I lay on my bed, I still wonder what went wrong. Probably you’re sound asleep at night knowing every bit of the details why we ended this way. So I think I have the right to make hypothesis to the reasons why.

Today I’ll be writing down from real to realest reasons why we ended:

1. My HAIR

Remember when I texted you that I wanted to cut my hair? You said how much you love my long hair and you wanted it to stay that way. But then I listened to my heart and regardless your suggestion I cut it off. Was it because of my appearance or was it because I sometimes decide for myself?

2. Our JOB

We’re at the same company with same job description. We know well how our job works. We know well that at time our work can be tiring and busy. However, we also both know that if you care enough for a person you’ll at least give them a heads up thru a text or even a 5 minute call just to know how that person is doing well. You’re never that kind of person; you always have a reason why you don’t answer my texts, calls and never returned them.

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