you know I haven't really introduced myself. I said a few things on my profile but not really. Here it goes:

I am Mady and I am 20 years old. I have been a kpoper for 6 years now and still loving every second of it. My favorite band has to be EXO but what all started is a band called SHINee. Which my best friend got me into. I fell in love with the song "replay" and "ring ding dong". I loved the beat and to be honest Key was hot. But... Taemin took his place. In EXO my bias always will be Tao. But if it had to be a person still in the band it has to be Xiumin, hence the username. Hehe.

why I started fan fiction writing? I always loved to do any kind of art form drawing, writing, even painting. But I really thrived with writing argument essays, creative writing, and even journaling in high school. It made my mind wonder to places that I can escape to and to slip from reality for a while. I always find that I can be anything and everything if I wanted to.

I had a dark time in my life where I felt like things just was crumbling around me. I felt like I was nothing compared to others who had their lives together. I took me down a path of self harm and lost of interest that I used to enjoy. I became frustrated and slowly became distant with people. I shut out my feelings and never spoke about my self harm. When it was finally discovered many people tried to help but none could cure what I was feeling. Music in the end had me, BTS "N.O." Hit home and also their "No more dream". They wanted to let others know that they have the power to control their own lives and don't let anyone tell you different.

Now here I am still breathing and enjoying life. And again with all of you guys helping me by enjoying my stories you make me whole. You have all helped me fight the darkness that I was in so THANK YOU and love you lots! Continue to read my stories and please read others too. Maybe they went through the same as I did.