After years of hiatus. I have missed AFF so bad and this evening, I have no idea why but I came to log in and check for the comments,  friend requests,  blog comments and I never expected there were numbers for it. 

Seriously reality has taught me a lot to be a grown up girl who doesn't depend on emotion to survive. Things had been so tough but I managed to focus and get everything solved in a way that makes me satisfied. I guess the key is only positive. Previously I was a person who can hardly keep the stress at bay. I used to think a lot and did stupid things.

But now as time goes by, I see a mature self of me (tho I'm still acting like a child when I was with family hahaha), I managed to smile and be positive no matter how stressful I am. It is not that easy to build a confidence and trust but no matter how, you need to put yourself as the top priority when comes to self problem. You need to find a way to be good to yourself and treat yourself better and today I finally found it and I love myself. I am proud of everything good I did in changing myself to the better. 

I feel a lot better now. And oh, writing poems and quotes had taught me a lot and those are the self-motivation I did for myself! :D