Im literally crying right now.

Well chingus, I'm really sad and angry and upset.

 

My family and I have had a family meeting today at lunch about our situation. It turns out that clown might be staying another year, which is effing more than I want I am literally crying because I feel like my parents or sibling really don't give a how much I hate him and want him out. I've messages my other sister and I'm seriously going to think about moving because it's not fair I want to be happy and feel safe in my own damn house!!!

 

i don't know what I'll do if I can't find anywhere to live though...I don't understand I feel so in loved and appreciated right now I'm crying so hard I hate everything. Life friggen ! :(

 

P.s: sorry for swearing! I love you guys!!! Xoxo

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ginger1111 #1
Sorry to hear that Chingu! Staying with that is a nightmare, I understand what you feeling right now :( I think staying with your sister is better, stay with a friend or rent a place and i know moving of your own house is hard. Stay strong chingu!!! Thinking positive!
Bangtangirlzexolz #2
Will you be moving with your sister?if so,I think that's the best idea for you clearly the isn't healthy for you and it seems you will be depressed if he stays in the same house as you for another year.you need to remember what it feels like to be happy.so that is the best solution :)
EunHaeLove42 #3
Sorry to hear...please stay strong sweetish!
ShadowCat1988 #4
Oh, geez.. It sounds like you really do need to move out. If you can't feel safe in your own house, then you need to find your own safe space. Maybe if you do, your parents will finally get a clue about how you felt.
yogurt96 #5
If your parents are unwilling to understand your side of the story, then move out without saying anything. If they don't care about how YOU feel, why should they care whether or not you move out? The head is just mooching off of your family and they better realize it when you're not there anymore. You barely even have a safe space anymore since he's invaded it.

On the bright side, moving out is definitely a better option. You can find yourself and understand yourself a lot better. I would first try too find rent online, etc first if it's your first time moving out. Maybe even stay at a friend's place and pay them rent if you have to!
courcour #6
Darling,you have us on here to talk to. It looks like you're sister boyfriend is really toxic. And you just want your parents to hear you. Which I fully agree with you. *hugs*
kimchijima #7
boo, it's okay. you'll be okay. your situation will get better. honestly, he can't hog your house forever (and if he does, he's seriously the worst excuse for a lame human being ever). i sincerely hope that you will find a place to live on your own, though, because i feel like that's the best choice. home isn't suppose to be a place where you're constantly angry and depressed in. you're suppose to feel comfortable, safe, //at home// there. so i hope you find yourself a home you could call your own and become happier. i really want you happy. i've never really commented on your blogs because yeah, but i really do care for you and ily lots and hope you'll become happy.
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