Dead bodies. Flooded fresh red bloods scattered everywhere. Blood,sweat & tears. All over my body. My family does not know where I lived. My family does not know what I’m doing right now. My family does not know what I’m eating. Even I did not know where I lived. Even I did not know what I’m doing. Even I did not what I’m eating. I just want to get rid of everything. I do not want this to happen. It’s been a year I did not see my beloved family, chatting and having fun together with them. It’s been a year I did not contacted them. I couldn’t bring myself to do that. All of this happen because of one extraordinary thing that flowing through my blood, empower and controlled me. The moments I let it took over my brain and my logical thinking, I lost to it . It controls me. I am not myself anymore.

My family known as one of the ‘supernaturals’ but only my parents and older relatives have that kind of things. The youngsters only can have it when the parents decided to give it based on time. The problem were, first,only one child in a family will have it and second, the only sons that my parents had was me and my older brother. I didn’t want that power and I already said that to my parents and brother. I thought my brother will have that thing since he showed the abilities to have the power. Besides, he was older and I am only 16, still young and had so much to learn. But my thoughts totally wrong.

It all started at the end of summer last year. I came home early and was alone at home. My dad at his office that located at the center of Florida, finishing his big project that he claimed will be a big success one day while my mom went to one of the biggest shopping mall there, spending all her money that she got from being one of a successful and famous fashion designer for artists. My brother had something to solve with their dance club since he was the president. The sponsorship would come to the club soon, so he was spending most of his time at his club.

I was so exhausted since I had a hard day at school. There were projects that I had to finish. Walking lazily to the kitchen, I took the newspaper on the table as I sipped the cold and refreshing water. I’m too immersed in the newspaper until a glass nearby dropped from the table. I quickly reacted as fast as deer to take the glass but something I didn’t expected happen. The glass stopped in the air. I looked at my own hand and brought it down. The glass shattered into pieces. I was glued to the spot. It shouldn’t happened to me. I hope it was just a dream. I am not ready for any of the supernatural things that flowing in my family’s blood.

At the same time I heard someone unlocked the front door. It was my brother. Being shocked because of what happened before, I quickly ran out from home without thinking the consequences. I felt pain at my foot because of the shattered glasses. I heard my brother was calling out my name but I just shrugged it off. I ran to nowhere. All I need was to run from this problem.

I ended up walking in an empty yet creepy alley. Alone. I nearly cried when I stepped on something cold. Dead cat. What happened to me? Why all of this happen to me? Why I need to face all of this? I slowly walked to the side of the alley to rest myself as tears flowed from my already watery eyes. I don’t care if this place was smelly, dirty or else. All I need was rest. I suddenly woke up when I felt someone tap on my shoulder.

“Do you want to join me?”.

I rubbed my eyes as I didn’t know what to answer to that in mid 30’s guy.

”You look like someone who didn’t know what to do in their life so, you can join me”.

I nearly nodded but stopped,asked,”What did you do?”.

He just shrugged his shoulders.

“Nothing but something like kill people, steal some jewelries for fun?”.

Wait. If I misused this power, I could get rid of this and the power will be my brother’s. It will be like the uses of this power is for something good but I used this for bad thing the power will disappear. Great idea,Vernon.

I agreed to him and followed him anywhere, everywhere. I didn’t told him about the thing but I did used it to kill and steal secretly. This was not myself anymore that always obeyed to my parents, being the top scorer at school. But I don’t care anymore.

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And here I am now, smiling as looking at the dead bodies. My smile suddenly faded when I finally remembered that it’s been a year I have been doing this contemptible job but it doesn’t disappear. The power. I killed all stages of human from kid to old folks. Just for fun. Even Coups, the one that teached me all this things, killed by me because he knew about my power.

I wiped my tears with my bloody hands when I realized what have I done. I bathed at the nearby public toilet. The refreshing, cold water flows slowly through my body give me the sensation I’ve never felt before.I feel something will happen today. Something like a beautiful girl will bumped into me and we will fall in love. What a cliche love story, lame thoughts, Vernon.

But all my fantasies interrupted by a group of boys talking. I continued my activities until someone knocked on the door.

“Is there someone in here?”. I frozed.

That was the voice that I really want to hear all this year but that was the voice that I want to avoid most. My brother, Joshua.

I stayed quiet.

“Hello? I think the door locked because it need to be repair”.

”Are you sure, Josh?”.

I gulped. I recognized that voice. He was my brother’s best friend since toddlers, Mark.

“You look miserable, Josh. It’s been a year. Can you move on?”.

“No.It's not that he died or something kind of that but he was missing. I saw him running out from our house but when I turned around, there no sign of him”.

Automatically widen my eyes, shocked. Did I ran away using my power? I can hear that the voices slowly faded. Quickly I prepared myself to ran away again. But luck is not on my side today because I suddenly bumped into Joshua Chwe.

“Oh sorry, I didn’t mean to. Are you okay?”.

I nodded. I am about turn away but see a car behind my brother. I quickly ran to save him but the shocking thing is I am using my power to save him. My hoodie accidently fell and that was the time he recognize me. I want to run again but he is too fast to hold my wrist and hug me.

“Where have you been all this time? You know that mom had a fever a week and dad nearly quitted his job because of this”.

I close my eyes, don’t know where to start,

“I have that power”.

I can felt that his cheeks went up because smiling,

“I know. Mom and dad already told me this before you have it because I’m just their adopted child”.

I loosened the hug.

“Let’s go home. Mom and dad is waiting for you”.

“No!You have to explained to me first.”.

He try to hold my wrist but I yanked it back.

“You have to back home and we can discuss about this later at home”, he is rubbing his temple while his eyes closed. I can’t hold back my tears.

He said, “Can you just listen to me? Why are you so stubborn now?”.

I smiled and bursted into tears when I finally can hug my mom and dad. This already shows how much I missed them. All of this time, my brother shows me that the values of brotherhood are more than anything else include the powers. That was the most meaningful lesson he had ever learnt in his life.

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Soooooooooo HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA EXCUSE MY BROKEN ENGLISH 

idk wtf i am writing but surely i will never post this as a fanfic.

if youre a malaysian, then

HAMBAR KAN HAHAHAHAHAH DAH LAH HANCUR 

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