Saturday evening random things...
ahem....well, a normal nonclickbait title for once eh?
it's night now btw but whatever...
1. our leader ssi(ew, sounds so cringy no?....this is why you must never find out my age...just consider me 15...or 13...or 8...if that'd be better to digest)...posted a pic...
that made me so happy!!! did you see the wording at the bottom...Battle Destiny still alive and sending support(strongest fandom? i say a big fat YES)...i'm so proud of my loyal fellow Battle Destiny...so awesome this fandom...and i'm so proud of my kids that they're still running after their dreams...even after all they went through and ten years passed...i remember when i first saw him in Battle Shinhwa...and how i thought he's pretty horrible...awkward n not exactly a great singer(well, he ended up as a rapper anyway)...but Andy chose him as his choice for winner anyway...and he became leader after the guy who's supposed to become the leader quit before debut(and later debuted in SunnyHill...that dude's my fav from all Battle Shinhwa contestants actually...T^T...) but then he showed vast improvement...he always worked so hard...he's still awkward but at the same time so charming n caring n lovable....cheesy too. lol. he always tried really hard and blamed himself when anything went wrong(well, that's any leaders' traits i guess)...he's kinda the least popular member back then (or one of the lesser popular)...and that's how he became my fav member...hahaha...i was so impressed/surprised when he chose to do theatre/musical stage for their first fanmeeting, it seemed that he's really passionate for theatres...and i was surprised when he sang in a Chinese song they performed..and he sounded sooo good....when did he improved that much? i'm so happy he's still passionately doing his stage acting thing...n Battle members still so supportive of each other as ever. Even though i don't think i can even hope for them to still have a comeback together, frankly, it's not a realistic wish though a small part of me still wish they'd someday prove me wrong n had me floored even if just by a stage collaboration with all six members at a cafe or sth.......for now i'm contented and happy enough to see them doing well n positive n supportive of each other. but seeing this picture with Battle Destiny on it really made my day...:)
lastly...if there are any hidden Battle Destiny lurking...you rare creature you...come talk to me so i have someone to go crazy with talking bout our oppars......hahaha...i really doubt there's any in aff...not even 1...but just in case...
2. i forgot to say this yesterday,...
remember when i was kinda complaining/whining that VAV's Ziu keeps saying 'good bye' in his posts when he tried using english?...bcuz it sounded sad...well guess what...
he improved his choice of english phrase to 'love you'...xDDD
i'm so proud of him...xD...hahaha...
oh...one more thing...i noticed he still liked all new comments even for his posts that are over 24 hours...i mean....literally liked every single comment....now...even most AFF authors/writers don't do that to comments they get(even readers don't bother to show appreciation to fics they read)...ouch...that fact/comparison alone is enough to blow my mind....heck even those who watch vids uploaded with much effort on yt also were stingy with likes...go reflect and learn from Ziu....tsktsk...
help needed...Ziu is coming off too strong to be an ultimate bias wrecker...even for those without bias....
Ziu....you rockz!!!
AFFers...go reflect...lol.
edit: as i was making this post...a new one already posted...and just look at that...
maknae is upping up his game real strong...two lines now...not just good bye or love you...
i'm so proud of him...T^T
how can you not love him?!!
ps: St.Van would click like to any and every pics posted by VAV...even pics he posted on his own acct....xDDD why do i find that kind of funny?...
3. It's just weird...sometimes i'm just scrolling around like the usual bored me with no life...and sometimes i'm shocked at finding rudeness that nobody called out upon unlike the usual righteous manners-warriors that we have flooding here...but then when i saw the rude things were said by rather popular ones...suddenly it all made sense...people only make big deal about manners and all the 'right things' when it's the unpopular ones cuz they're easy targets...while popular ones need to be respected or whatevercrap...even when they just came off blatantly rude in yo face.
isn't it weird? how humans are? even for manners...there's a requirement and selectiveness...wow. humans never fail to amuse me.
4. i know a lot of people make fun of fanfics and aff...i mean whenever you go to any kpop site and those mature fans were making fun of immatured ones...aff or fanfics would most likely to be brought up...and even though i'm used to those idiots thinking they're so fking sophisticated...when i meet such sentiment in aff itself...i'm just ....what?
if you find here is for immatured kids and you've grown up or becoming no more delusioned or whatnot...i'm sorry but why are you still here again?
i know i'm not in any position to tell ppl to leave or whatnot when there's probly more people who wished i'd disappear...i mean i acknowledge my annoyingness but since nobody come to talk to my 'face' so......but...those who've really grown up and wanted to move on...won't even say/do such thing...it's kinda....too cringe to be considered matured/grown up....don't you think?
Everyday, i remind myself to be grateful for knowing where i stand and embracing my immaturity...hahaha....
i'm sure when i really have grown up for real...you'll get the message even without me having to announce it...that, or when i die...and i still wouldn't have to say a thing about it...bcuz having maturity or having grown up...doesn't need to be announced to make it uhh 'official'....infact that sounds like...umm a reversal?
5. okay.....this is something kind of creepy...brace yourselves...
those fanboys...sound kind of creepy...if they're real fanboys...cute...but if they're just mocking fangirls...T^T...
they even called VAV handsome(if i didn't heard it wrong) after chanting/mocking their intro......in those creepy overenthusiastic tone...
the boys seemed really flustered but still smiled n laughed it off...St Van as usual can't control his reaction/laughter...i see you ok. lol. and Lou...as usual is too cute for this world...why...
to check whether these fanboys were mocking every other boygroups/fangirls... or real fanboys of VAV...i tried watching a couple more that i could find at random easily...and my experiment objects ended being up10tion and red velvet...
in up10tion one...similar voices could be heard calling 'oppa'...lol...but seemed that's that...
in red velvet one...didn't heard any...BUT...i kinda regretted watching this one...it made me feel uhhhm idk...the girls look so cold and expressionless bordering pissedoff and just avoiding looking at anyone...with their hardened expressions...wow...i'm like...is a little smile that hard? except one girl who bothered to give a small smile...the one with two colour/tone hair...the rest were just whatever...i'm glad i'm not a fan in the first place or it'd left me feeling conflicted bcuz how am i even gonna defend unnir if they're like that....? i know kpop fans will always find their whatever reasoning to defend opparunnirs to the end of the world....but not me...if they disappoint me, they disappoint me...so i'm really hoping i don't land and got stuck stanning a group that would give me a hard time to comprehend their attitude n trying to make sense of it...
6. i feel like i've more to say...but...what...
oh well...i'll leave you with ....VAV stage of the day...xD
the song didn't get cut...!! i'm happy again!! xD
and the members all got nice amount of closeups yay! (though i could use a little more of Baron n Lou, still...this is good enough to satisfy me)
in my leftover phase of produce 101 s2...i tried watching hotshot's comeback stage though i never tried anything from them previously....and unfortunately...what i heard just didn't do it for me...couldn't finish it...so, not gonna force myself...and kim seongri seemed to have released an ost song but i couldn't find it on yt...so....yeah...i still think they(whoever it is) did him dirty...he's clearly one of the best vocals in produce 101...but look at how everyone just ignored his existence...and how low he ranked for his talent....seriously people...
bonus:
saw it for sometime...but only dared to watch now...
yknow...i had bad experience with my fav kids doing cover for popular groups songs...and particularly had one shietty memory with a Battle member doing cover for a Winner song...he posted it in his own channel...and i went to watch...and i tried the original...but i genuinely liked his ver better so i said that in his own freaking video..and some winner stan freak came to attack me n my Battle kid like...get lost...which is why i dreaded this...there's so much fear....since VAV is more current, i can't even say anything, even a personal opinion if it's in favour of them...than those popular oppars with freak fans...so i'm just gonna shut up bcuz i need to protect my kids or say fake restrained praise...T^T...cuz the day i see anyone try to trashtalk Ace...i'm going to flip real hard...so you don't try me..
honest opinion though? idk...i don't want to think or say anything. i need to protect Ace...by keeping my mouth shut...lol.
(read between the lines?)
but so far nothing bad in the comments...as far as i could see...i'm still wary though...(won't go digging deep cuz idk if i can handle if i find anything annoying)
i just lowkey...or highkey wish my fav idolgroups would start making covers of my fav rock/indiebands instead...or ballad singers...oldies songs.......or anyone with chill fans....anything other than popular idols...with highly potential dangerous fans..
anyway, Ace did have other cover posted in his own instagram before this one...
oh and speaking of my fav rock/indie bands....
i really want to share pics from broccoli's instagram...cuz each and every pic of them performing came out extremely good...stylish...awesome...spazzworthy...heartattack...but i realize there are wayyy too many pics.....here....stalk on your own if you will...
https://www.instagram.com/band_broccoliyoutoo/?hl=en
i'm kinda proud of them that despite having made their way up as one of the reputable bands...from their completely indie days...they still perform in the open for random crowds...and did live instagram for more people to enjoy their music....T^T...true artist.
Okay...lastly for now...i've an offer to make...if you're sick and annoyed at my blogposts...the things i've to say and all....please...let me know if you want to stop seeing my blogposts so that i can help make it happen...really, i'm serious...i'm not going to attack you or something...but you just need to say it out directly or else i wouldn't know how to fix the situation...
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