Hello,

It's been quite awhile. It's not like my past blogs were ever particularly memorable but nonetheless, I am here today to say I am quitting writing.

First off, i hadn't been writing in awhile anyways but mostly because I had a bad case of "I-have-no-idea-how-to-finish-this-story" syndrome. A couple of times I promised some sequels or spin offs that I never got to because wow school (i know this is a pretty cliche answer but bear with me I'm studying neuroscience and I'm dying).

The main reason I've stopped writing is just because nothing, no inspiration, no drive to write has come to me anymore and this is mainly due to my depression and anxiety deciding to make a comeback. Often times when my depression hits I lose all motivation to do anything, but this has been the way I've been feeling for the past year or so. 

I know in a past blog I "preached" about battling depression and anxiety where I was sharing my advice and saying stuff about how all of us suffering could get through this. I may seem like a loser or a hypocrite now, but I still think pretty much everything I mentioned in that blog was valid. Yes, things have gotten crappy as hell lately again but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop fighting or that I'm hopeless now. No, if I could be happy for those few years I got it together I can do it again. 

Never lose faith, ever. It's going to at some point, life isn't perfect but that doesn't mean we're doomed. Again, I may not be in a good mental state currently (and yes I thought about suicide a couple of times) but I'm working on it and I'll keep working because I know that somehow life is worth living.

Anyways, regarding my writing again, I just don't think I'll have the energy or time to write anymore. I may delete this account at some point altogether I'm not sure, but for anyone who did read my stories and/or was waiting for more I'm so sorry and thanks for supporting me. It's been fun!