Instead of focusing on why people talk bad about you, why people still talk in the back about you, why they can just ing leave you alone and mind their own business - instead of focusing on that, why dont we focus on ourself. Love ourself. Improve ourself. Take interest on ourself. Start to paint ourself. Dress up and do makeover. While keep on ignoring them who talking. Instead of wanting and craving love from others, why dont we are the one who pour love on ourself. We dont feel happy coz we dont love ourself. So if not you the one who make a step and get up, then who will? It may takes lots of time. Let it be. Coz it wont be easy. As long as you can smile again. =)