i've been seeing this since yesterday...

frankly...i don't want to fking care...everyone i care about were no longer in...i can just sit back n chuckle at all the dramas tbh...

but...you know i don't have such self control...

oh no i don't...

the more i see the more my annoyance gradually built up...

and now i'd like to burst. :)

but instead of being lengthy as usual...i'll just make my points. if you disagree...cool, i don't want to know...you can get out cuz there are dime a dozen peeps on your boat...i'm just alone with my thoughts in my own blog...don't bully a weak lone voice. that's what cowards do. k...thanks.

 

the most rage i see or rather, the only...is all abt nuest(particularly kim jonghyun) n samuel.

now let me list out 10 reasons why you may stop spitting anger everywhere...seriously...everywhere i go to...every other site...i can't escape n get some peace of sight...

 

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1. do you realize nu'est has never been as popular as they are now? thanks to who they're suddenly popular as superstars now? mnet. they're the one who gave favoritism to your group n editing that made them capture the heart of nation producers n all from the getgo...without fking mnet you're bashing n hating...your group is nothing, sorry to say...they may not be entire nugu like my fav groups, infact they're the most known group out of all debuted groups in season 1 and 2 so far, but they're still not that popular...certainly ...and they'll never be half as big as they are now had it not for the show focusing on them from the getgo. sounds harsh...but it is what it is.

2. people before this keep whining about choi minki will be left alone poor him boohoohoo...and how nuest can't come back if most members are in the winner group....so now...three members are not in...nuest can come back minus just one member can't they?...or at least they'd be together...what..still not happy? ok.

3. they work hard? oh come on...all freaking kids work hard. many were eliminated without their hardwork n their talents ever seen n cared for...your oppars already won...in the sense of getting public recognition, getting to show good image, and all things good... still not enough? ok. tbh...hardwork is the cringiest reason you can give...it stings everytime bcuz every other freaking trainees(or at least over 90%) worked hard! (surprise!)

4. nation leader? i'll say, editing. and your selective acknowledgement...i noticed other teams throughout the show had leaders who really worked hard, stood up n owned up for the team's weakness, trained their members, encouraged them, and heck there are even non leaders who helped the team rise so much n shined more than their leaders...even without much focus by mnet....i could see them....why? maybe...bcuz i chose not to have selective eyesight? they're shown...they just didn't get dramatic way of focus(reminds me of sejeong from season 1...mnet's editing really exaggerated her 'greatness n kindness'...so that she's the only one peeps see as perfect n all things godly or whatever)

5. if ppl don't vote for them enough...why should the winners n mnet be scorned/blamed/punished? sure...mnet does show favoritism...they showed it a lot to get hwang minhyun to top 11 tbh...first...the ep when they leaked only him at #12...so that ppl vote harder for him...then even in final ep...it seemed they showed him at #11 again so the fans vote harder...but...you can't expect mnet gave favoritism at specifically all your oppars can you? shouldn't you be thankful they even did extra to ensure one of your oppars get a sure spot in the team?...frankly i don't even think the perks minhyun get is fair...but i hardly see anyone blaming/hating mnet for that particular unfairness...hohumm....selective justice fighters huh?

 (although in daehwi's case...the jump from 11-14 to #3 does feel a little iffy...i won't target him to burn alive or sth...maybe his fans did work really hard)

6. ppl talk as if samuel is a 70 year old dying granpa with no hope just cuz he didn't win...come freaking on...he's one of the youngest in there...he can bounce back easily, he's still young...has all the popularity n support n love from fans...he's not even from agency with suspicious nugu background...does his life end if he doesn't make it to top 11? no...he'll be debuting soon in fact. not enough? ok.

7. and btw, samuel is #18....so it's not likely for 'his place was stolen' or whatnot...that's too far behind the cutting line...his fans just didn't vote for him as hard as other members' fans. deal with it.

8. think about it...without mnet n this fking show you loved when your oppars on top but now bashing just cuz oppar dropped whoops....nobody would be talking bout your oppars...probly not even you...and now...they're topping charts...they didn't win..not promoting...yet topping charts? thanks to who? lemme tell ya...mnet.

9. you can't expect to get everything. many even got nothing...nuest still came out of the show gaining more than they would ever gain without the show, more than other kids in the show tbh. pledis would be the dumbest company if they don't capitalize this kind of craze...n you'd be dumb to think they're that dumb. ok so even if pledis is that dumb...they could go to any company now that they've gotten such recognition. would all the companies be dumb?

10. don't you think this is very extremely inconsiderate to other trainees? why are those two spots 'belonging' to your oppars? bcuz they're often in top11?...well, going up and down is the way of the game, part of the show...other trainees have tasted it...some just got lucky to never have to experience it.... why is it fair for the other kids not your bias but not fair when it comes to your oppars? why should your oppars 'deserve' better? but not the rest? if you want to talk unfair...get in line way at the back...there are way whole lot of trainees who got it worse bcuz mnet would focus on just a bunch of kids including your oppars... lucky you...

- at this point joo haknyeon should celebrate for not getting in...people were even still hating on him even not getting in bcuz he's just the go-to when ppl feel the need to blame someone for whatever poor oppar's fates...imagine if he got in...after already got shiet editing from mnet...now to be the reason poor oppars didn't get in? poor boy would end up suicide probly...good to see him not getting in. not a fan of his...but i'm relieved for his life. maybe i'd even pay more attention to him after this...yknow i gravitate towards nugus n hated ones. lol.

 

 

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As a fan of really talented, ambitious, unfortunate kids who had it harder n didn't get support in the form of mnet favoritism, or from hoardes of fans, crazy fandom, except by a bunch of small people who manage to see them beyond how uncared for they're...n some hardly gain anything beneficial other than their own experience...seeing all the explosive hoopla on certain few as if my kids n others worth nothing....hurt me.

 

Sure, you can be sad to see your favs go...it's normal feeling, hey, i've experienced that feeling since the first elimination...i'm so much more experienced....but the anger n whining and everything has gotten way too much, way too strong, and way every fking where...it's just ridiculous and i just feel the need to let off my own steam now. i tried to ignore...but it can only be so much.

 

just continue support your oppars...their life doesn't start or end bcuz of the freaking show. that's what i did. move forward and root for my kids...waiting for their next awesome step...

 

I hate how mnet wasn't fair to my kids too...but thinking of it...i'd never have even known them had it not been for this fking annoying unfair show...i'm really thankful i got to meet my kids...even those who have debuted but total nugus...i learnt about them...n learnt how i love their music...bcuz of this show...even if they're eliminated in first round n have disappeared again without anyone giving a shiet...i know i won't stop cheering for them n supporting n loving them...

 

i'm actually thankful to mnet...it's not easy for me to get interested in checking out any other groups...but now i've some new kids to keep busy supporting...but if next season they're gonna have pledis kids or anyone from popular companies again...maybe i'll have to pass...though idk...if there's nugu groups/real failed idols/trainees...i might be tempted...

 

And if you're thinking of shooting argument bullets at me now...think again...i'll just delete dumb arguments since i'm really in no mood to get entangled in well...dumb arguments.

 

i just need to let out what i need to let out. and i'm not interested in hearing how wrong i am...really...just..if you hate what you see here...just click out n you won't get more annoyed...just like how i clicked out from many posts i disagree with, even when i was dying to say something...

 

Thank you...gnite.

 

ps: i'm not mnet staff lmao...and neither i am some fangurl/stan of top 11 kids...though i do feel genuinely happy for Jisung n Sungwoon...other than that...yeah...feeling happy for two kids not enough to make me follow the group/stan them...but the outburst of nuest n samuel fans every other site i go to...are just...too much for me to keep turning blind eye on...