goner.

yep. that's what i am now.

i mean...i'm just looking for some bromance inspiration...

but watching them...is just a huugggeee mistake.

this is too much for my poor heart to handle...xD

you don't just casually come, drop on me too much feels n then expect me to just think....'cute'...

with each one...it only made me keep watching for moree...

will these really help me to write 'bro'mance....idk....the last time i had such intention with a pairing i love...it didn't end up well...i got caught up in too much feels...lol.

anyway...

their moments starts 2:47 onwards (although if you will...watch from the start for the first team...damn funny)...goodness...hyelppp meee...first of all, this reminds me when ZE:A played this game...and....my pairing here, totally reminds me of kevkwang...idk if that's good news or bad news...waaaahhhh////that weird vibe i'm getting...

- they're always quick with other guys but took sooooo longggg with each other...

- that awkward/hesitant body language n skinship...when they're just natural with other members...

- they totally let out big reactions with the other members like when almost kiss or whatnot...but when it's their turn with each other...everything is downplayed without a single remark even when more happened...hmm...

- most of all...their awkward reaction/interaction after the game ended/especially when minho went to stand in front/next to the already awkward seokyu...n said nothing, just stare at him, n the poor kid just blatantly avoided looking back...n the awkward air intensify...before other member called them away or sth...n then that reaction...ok what the...

- seokyu quietly picking up trash on the floor while the members counting the papers to see winner tho...why is this kid so...precious n lovable?

- suddenly seokyu is eager here....

- and minho often give me a competitive robot vibe...lol. no matter what he made sure he win...

- even watching the discreet/subtle interaction/moment here is giving me butterflies....

- how the heck is it legal for seokyu to be this pretty? like just...howwwww??? n look who's willing to get down on his knees for seokyu,...?....my heart can't handle this....

- no minho here...i want to hear seokyu sing too...but ok...seokyu play instrument. that's so attractive. i love kids who play instrument too so that's alrite...n the two members are really good singers....i remember ZE:A sang this song too...T^T

- ok seokyu now ur being really obvious....is it just me or did he just disappear until it's minho's turn...n minho just being on the side watching...is already so heart fluttering...how even? lmao. he's kind of scary tho...haha...

- ok that was quite freaking flexible of seokyu....n i love how he takes care of his hyungs especially a certain one who's really not flexible n bad at the game...lol...ahem...but there's also a splitsecond of moment...i didn't miss that. what was up with that kiss at the end tho.....noo....i'm getting secondhand heatbroken for my ship here...

- okay...how can you just kiss my lil kid like that...you're not minho. poor thing was so terrified(exaggerated) he just ran afterwards lol. n was it just me again or why did minho stayed so far away this time? that's kinda unlike him no? coughsjealouscoughs?

conclusion: in both situations, the kiss weren't initiated by my ship...so i guess...i don't have to be too heartbroken?...errr....what the heck is wrong with me....to even be 'heartbroken'?

 

whew...idk guys...i'm always afraid of myself...i'm not a great person or have any great talents or whatnot...far from it...but i'll be shamelessly cocky here and say that i do think i have great taste n radar...even when it comes to pairing...hahah....actually it's been awhile since i last got struck with dem shipper feels...

it just started but dem....this one is gonna be strong...i can just feel it...

nonono...this is not healthy...having too strong a feel is not healthy...

inhales...exhales...

okay...so i watched a lot of their videos...i can't stop...

and i feel kinda bad for them...i can feel that they have it harder than even groups i might think had it hard just cuz i stan them...yknow...like ZE:A...maybe they did have it hard....but this group...they mostly promote stageshow in Japan...small stages, playing weird games aside of singing...you can see...they're really rough/raw in terms of perfs...sometimes...their dance look all over the place...maybe that's when they perform songs they're not used to perform...but i kinda like it...it makes me relate them as real people more than seeing perfection that's almost like programmed machines. i like human sides. n the songs they perform...i don't even know if they released them or not...n just perform them...or were they cover?...i couldn't even find audiofile of the songs...but if it's sold in Japan or something...i'm gonna buy their albums when i go there. some of their songs i heard are nice to listen to...and their state of existence as a group is just through n through messy....they keep changing name back n forth n members leaving...i don't even know if they even promote in korea....but i watched one of their vid...n they gave message to audience in japanese, chinese, english n korean. (my kid seokyu was in charge of the chinese msg...)...their vids are even mostly them speaking japanese...so i guess they're mostly working there...idk...their state of existence is worse than any idols i've stanned...i'm hurt just watching them....produce 101 really shed light to some groups that really had it hard...n to find those groups...you might want to dig deeper than the ones you've heard of...bcuz those are most likely the ones who weren't doing as bad as the ones you don't even stop to look at for more than a second. i'm happy that i found them, and i feel the need to protect these kids...T^T....but idek how/where to find legit infos on them....overall...it's a really shady/murky situation....

the reputation of having bully members n a great number of members leaving the group didn't help...

i just hope...my two kids that are giving me much feels would remain together whether they remain in this ever changing group or leave...seriously...when i saw them in call me baby team2 backstory in produce 101...i didn't even think they're even close or having any sort of connection even while being groupmembers....but after watching a ton of their random vids...

chemistry flying everywhere...i'm the one who can't handle it...n how you can feel how much they care for each other even with one of them just on the far side watching the other...it's not a connection you see exaggerated in yo face to cause shipping....it's more dangerous than that...it's connection you saw a little....n feel a lot...too much to handle. lol

i'm such a goner.

 

i really want to pay attention more to other members n get to know the group...i mean...just look...

at how interesting they all are...lol. but my eyes just keep going back to those two to do my involuntary overanalysis...again...why is seokyu too pretty...i can't.......and was that just me or minho's reaction to seokyu was different than the member before n after him...n by different...i don't mean in a bad way...maybe he seem less interested/entertained cuz he wasn't laughing...but hey...a shipper's eyes can see beyond that ok....they come with delusional package...n looks like my eyesight is already that of a shipper now...aaaaaaaaaaaaagggggghhhhhhhh help meeeeeee

 

ok...i need a break.

i never thought i'd encounter a ship that is so strong again...

i've always liked their dynamics before this(ever since i know them...which is produce 101)..i mean...minho seems like those quiet strong charismatic bad boy type...but he surprisingly has a cute silly clumsy timid clueless side to him....n seokyu looks like those fluffy fragile feminine boy...but he can be quite firm, blunt, matured, brave n strong in his own ways...n i'm just...these kinda dynamics are just...fanfic worthy dont you think? too interesting to ignore...

it's just that...i didn't expect to get all these kinda feels n vibe from them when i decided to write a fic for them...whew....i'm a goner....nooo...

i need a break.

 

 

let's end this post with a song...there are tons of their perfs...but i'll just randomly post one for now...i shared a couple more here

 

edit: fine ...adding another one...

O_O....did my lil seokyu just violated minho??? or was he trying to help minho bcuz dude seems so clueless n lost in the mountains here?...i keep feeling seokyu take extra care of minho...maybe cuz minho was the new member...n seokyu was previously 'the' new member so he just feel the connection...n he's also maknae n yknow how maknae seems to have a lot of sense of responsibility in kpop groups. 

 

 

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