Oh TOP... :'(

I can't even describe how much my heart breaks for you. You're one of the reasons why I've come to love art and music so much. You inspire and motivate me to become better. I've become a lot more relaxed and cheerful because of you and the rest of BIGBANG. And now that you're suffering from this situation, I can't do anything but to constantly hope and pray that you will have enough courage to stay strong. I've always known you've been at your lows for a while now. But I never knew that my assumptions would be so true. Anxiety, depression, and insomnia aren't to be taken lightly... and to have you experience something like this is just... it breaks my heart. I know that you will have to pay for the consequences of your actions. But I can't stand people who are ostracizing you for something that you've already apologized for. Stupid media is always trying to make you seem like a bad person when you're the exact opposite. Please, Seung Hyun... Please stay strong. Face everything and once it's done, I want you to be happy, healthy, and safe. That's what I want for you. I love you. Please be well...

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topwife #1
Godddd. I'm actually crying right now. I know there's something wrong with him when I first know Big Bang 6 years ago. But knowing the truth about him suffering from anxiety and insomnia is like rubbing salt in the wound. It's Ramadhan and I'm praying really hard for him T_T
CristineIsVIP
#2
Let's pray for Top and Bigbang. They need us the most. Public are throwing fires at them and we could shield it. VIPs fighting!
oceansofxo
#3
I 2nd this blog. I am so speechless. I will be sending light and love to him.
KaiKuzco
#4
Same feels. I hope people come to their senses and consider that he may have been smoking weed to deal with his depression and anxiety. I know he looks cool on camera but you can tell he's a bit of a dork who's shy and has the tendency to get depressed. I'm seriously hoping he gets better and that someone does something about their laws on drug use or overworking celebrities.
Haru08 #5
I was so heart broken for the past few days and today the most. I hope he gets better soon and that , family and us VIPS continue to support him and send love.