Random thoughts

So, after a little bit of thinking and all, I decided that I need an AFF bestfriend. I miss the old days when I had some really good friends whom I could write with. I miss the effervescence that would sometime happen when we put our brains together. I miss the stimulation, the long conversations about things we liked and the carefree attitude. We didn't care about being the best, we didn't care about dramas... And yet it was the most entertaining time I had here, the best time, really. Everybody is growing, all in different directions. I need to be an adult but I am still clinging to this website because of how good it used to make me feel. If I could get close to that again, that would be wonderful. Nowadays, it just seems a bit more boring that it used to be. And I guess I don't feel the incline to write or participate in any applyfics or other such things.

I miss bouncing ideas off with someone. I miss checking my account 40 times during the day and seeing notifications maybe one or two of those times. I miss having friends with whom I can share these interests with. My friends in real life are so different from me... 

No pressure, no drama, no offense... Just fun. I miss fun.

I guess I just feel a bit nostalgic.

Sorry for the rant, everyone :)

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AXISfling #1
I feel what you feel girl. I missed the moments when I used to hangout for hours on AFF just to check on everyone's messages.
AFF feels so new and the old community where all the fun used to be have long gone. It's something which can never be brought back,
as everyone is growing up. Hmm... I missed the old times too.
rosymoon #2
i feel like it's partly my fault, so,,,
first, i'm sorry for not replying frequently to your messages and replies,,, honestly, i am very bad at keeping up conversations and starting them as well (i'm actually super anti-social in rl and have literally no friends or people i hang out with, so i might be missing some practice in these things,,,), but know that i still care about you and that i often think "i still have to reply to di's message ;;", but i either forget to (believe me, it's the same with everyone else, not just you ;A;) or i don't know what to say and promise myself to come back to this after a while.... i hope you can find someone who can really appreciate you and treat you much better than i did, haha,,, ;;
itstosun #3
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This post really hit the mark about how I feel. I used to like going on AFF to interact with others, but now it's so quiet.
And I guess it's because I no longer really do anything in AFF, but... somehow, I still wanna go back to the way how my AFF would be bombarded with notifications of replies from friends and others... <///3
I get kinda disappointed everytime all I see on my notifs are 'New story updates!' and 'New friend blogs!', and no 'New comment replies!' or 'New wallposts!' <///3
IsabelleT #4
I couldn't agree more, though I have to say I was closer back to the days of "Winglin". Sometimes even though I am an adult as well, I can't help but to feel like this is one of the places I could escape into.
And yeah, there used to be a time I check daily cause I keep getting story updates. I would "jump" whenever I see that red logo. I guess now things has become slower or maybe it's just us getting older.
Anyways, am here if you need any idea bouncing or random chats. I have so many ideas too just that my friends irl are not very interested in them too haha
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