only sanggyun n moonbok....??? no...T_T...this is cruel

opening song:

because i'm so hurt right now....after seeing the latest ranking for produce 101...i need a good distraction.

anyway, i'm in love with this song now...chill...just the way i like it...even though idk this group...maybe i should make some space to get to know them? idk...we'll see...i never cared to get to know 99% boygroups out there anyway...no matter how popular or not they are...i'm just....not motivated enough...but....i like this song...so i already have some good impression on them. and one of the guys here remind me of ZE:A's Heecheol for some reason...don't ask...take a guess on your own. and no need to tell me...lol. (n maybe it's cuz of i'm all bout produce 101 now..i'm even seeing jeong joongji n lee geonhee here...lmao)

 

At least i'm hoping this song would ease my pain by a bit...

 

 

back to produce 101. (fans of those popular kids may click out now. you won't like this post n i don't freaking care if you don't like/disagree what i'm going to say, this is my blog. and it's not like i go talk crap about them in their videos/fanfics/blogs/articles...)

 

 

i really thought at least Jeong Dongsu would make it. But he got rank 36. /insert cursing/

 

do you fking know how amazing he is???

talents, voice, ability, charisma, he blows your overrated oppars out of water n air n universe....ughhh!!!

and his voice is like the most distinctive unique thing...you can't get this from those top rank kids.

he's refreshing...and he's humble n knows how to get along with people, get things done n not cause dramas.

 

i'm not saying i'm alright with my other kids eliminated...

but for Kim Yongjin and Joo Jinwoo...i'm already prepared for the heartbreak n farewell...even though they're freaking amazing...i already know people are just deaf n hopeless...i mean look at other eliminated ones...even awesome powerhouse vocals like Seongri n Hwiseong, badasses like Insoo n Sangbin, or A rank kid who never had his time to shine or even focused like Namhyung.

but for Dongsu...this is just a SHOCK! T^T....

he really seem like he could make it...from his rising ranking...

i guess on the bright side, Dongsu n Namhyung, labelmates n groupmates eliminated together...so that fact alone would probly comfort them...

 

rank 35 was Kim Donghan...which i wouldn't say is more deserving of that spot from what i've seen which isn't much but he's popular for appearance...just like most of the top ranking kids...so you want all visuals huh...(i don't hate Donghan btw, i just haven't seen anything that makes me feel he's worthy of that spot more than lower ranking ones other than being popular for visuals which is also the case of over 5080% of the top kids so no biggie.....in fact, Donghan is from same agency as my spiderman...whom i like for visuals too -Jo Seongwook will always be my top#1truevisual out of the 101 kids haha-...so i should at least support him since he's still the underdog compared to those comfy top rankers...n maybe i lowkey will...but i'm still bitter at the whole thing...it hurts here /points to heart/..Do well Donghan n prove your worth, at least for the sake of those who could've had that spot...underdogs all have it hard afterall...so i'll root for him to rise)

 

i'm seriously feeling so hollow now...

i was hoping i'd be able to root for Dongsu n Sanggyun at the least...since their previous ranking gave me some hope...n since Dongsu did out of the world amazing in Amazing Kiss, it doesn't make sense for his ranking to go down.unless the voters just have crap ears/listening ability...or they're just crap...

i heard Jang Moonbok was originally one of the rumoured eliminated ones...so i was sort of prepared as well...even though i was angry at the thought that the kid who made me start watching this would be eliminated.

I'm happy Moonbok was barely saved at rank 32....though it looks like he'll be out soon....

While for Kim Sanggyun...he could go both ways...but with his rank 27 it doesn't look like he's going to stay around for longer than this round too...after all...so many visuals n cute hot oppars for fangirls to vote...

urgh!

At least only one more ep(and maybe i'll just watch the perfs unless my kids were the ones focused)...and i can skip last ep too...waste of my time.

i'm sad for Moonbok. it really seemed like he could really have his spot in top 11...but then the power of fangurls...of overrated visual kids...

where are you so called hyungs of Moonbok?? ugh! and i know he has fangirls too...where are yaaaa???!!!

 

 

This is just so unfair....shiet. i feel the urge to curse n curse n curse....

i remember during this round in season 1....

there was a stir too when Hwang Sooyeon eliminated...she even trended on twitter in SK at that time cuz people were shocked, see...even other peeps could see the wasted potential of my girl..

 

idk guys...i'm so sad right now...

 

I want to say more...but i'm just....

 

 

goodbye my kid Yongjin, the rapper who never got to show his rap(well, a bit)...but showed legit main vocalist ability (eventhough he lost his deserving spot in spring day n they did him dirty that he suddenly had the least parts ugh)...fabulously multitalented...you've been awesome, badass n a wonderful kid T^T...and i'm a proud fan. n always proud of your Mansae team, the team that gave me the greatest joy from this show. i'm your team kid...i'm your team. spiritually. Rise up n reach for the sky now~

 

 

goodbye Jinwoo...invisible underappreciated badass gem who can sing like a pro without that in ear thing everyone else need or save a perf all by himself (although i do like a few/most kids in his call me baby team despite their not so amazingness...anyway am i the only one who find their center han minho more visual than the other team's center kim donghan? how dude's styled made him look really uhm...classy? regal?). referring back to jinwoo: your oppars could never be as badass (he's always remind me of ZE:A's Kevin tho...not bcuz of looks...but totally same vibe...for all i know he could be a granpa like Kevin too...)

 

 

goodbye Dongsu T^T...the greatest discovery n also the greatest wasted diamond of produce 101. the guy who can channel fierce charisma like nobody's business just with his eyes alone.. i seriously never thought i'd found someone with the level of charisma like this in this season(i've decided his charisma level is same as Hwang Sooyeon, and knowing how much i admire my girl, that's saying a lot), freaking amazing, unbeatable distinctive voice n singing, and very likable n drama free character too. never fought for his greed n just do his best for whatever part nobody else wanted, even when he's loud and clear main vocalist material.

 

I'm so glad i've done the chapter for Sanggyun in Amazing Day, Amazing You i know he won't be eliminated today so i had to quickly write his chapter...bcuz once elimination happen, i'd be drowned in heartbreak feels for my kid Yongjin(whose part i haven't done n would be last of the four characters)....n i won't be able to focus on his story...

but i never expected i'd be left more shocked n heartbroken for Dongsu instead....

this is really hard....

i had all planned...i've done chapter for Jinwoo, Dongsu, Sanggyun...because i wanted to focus my feelings after elimination to write for Yongjin and also for BUG's update

Dongsu you...how could you stole the heartbreak i'm all keeping for my kid Yongjin...

evil!

 

how am i going to write now....T^T...

 

i wished i could fight with those nation producers...huh...annoying creatures.

i hope in the long run, my kids would get outcomes even better than those overrated kids.

seriously....i hope i'll get to see them debut...

i'm most worried for Yongjin.

Jinwoo has his labelmates who are oh so popular...he'd be alright. though it'd might be a lil problematic if he needs to wait for the popular one(s) to finish with the winner group promo in order to properly debut as a group...hopefully...he wouldn't have to wait that long...

Dongsu and Namhyung can continue with their group or redebut or whatever...they'll be alright...hopefully...they deserve so much better n so much more attention for their talents n charisma.

but my kid Yongjin....T^T....what will happen to my kid?

ok now i'm getting sad for him again...

but still...

 

 

 

ps: and seriously...don't bother to come fight or argue with me about your overrated top ranking kids...i'm the sad one here. just be happy they're overrated enough to easily survive without even having to prove much...

 

 

pps: wanna know something random but squealable enough for me? my kid yongjin only follow 30 accts so far on instagram n mostly his fanaccounts...(not even his mansae team -_-// lol) but then...he's also following jeong dongsu...my kids trying to murder me in the feels....xD

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