Okay, I'm writing this, not because I'm frustrated or what, it just a little bit sense of realization of mine, in which I had before, after heart-to heart talk with my best friend, Mayumi.

It all started when I told her that I'm going to be bankrupt, after spending about 130 dollar for VIXX upcoming fanmeeting ticket, about 270 dollar for a flight ticket from Kansai to Seoul, and lastly, for their exhibition; 0524.

It’s not cheap, I knew. Plus the fact that I’m still a college student and a pet groomer as a part time job, I almost spent a 3 month salary for those things that I loved. I’m here not to tell you how much I spent ^^, but it’s about something that Mayumi said.

“Being a fan, it’s not about how much or how often you meet them. But, how strong your support for them, even from the other side of the earth”

Bang.

It hit me hard, in my heart. I meant, I always told her how much I want to meet Hongbin, again and again, and again. But, she just laughed and said, “You will, one day.” But, I didn’t stop and I would sometime, begged my parents for some cash and promise them a good result as a repay. Mayumi didn’t like this side of me much. She said, that money could be used for other things since they (my parents) didn’t obtain it easily. And as always, I ignored her for that kind advises.

But, now, I realized that, yeah… I should spend the money wisely and instead of attending the event in Korea, I should just wait and attend the one that will be held in my place. It will be saving, I guess.

Well, sorry that I told you about this unnecessary story of mine, but I knew some of you, k-fans out there were having a same issue~

That’s it for now^^

Let me share to you a little picture of my dog, Maru. This is his expression every time I told him that I want to meet VIXX. Maybe he said this, “Don’t talk to me anymore. I heard that about 100 time already~”