Updates: I am very bummed out, and do u guys want a new story?!

Hi everyone! I am making this blogpost, well, to say I'm very sad and bummed lately.

Why?! I'm 29 and I'm still single and I NEVER had a serious relationship. I hate hearing other people talk about their relationships, or talk about being with someone or even ask me relationship advice when I don't know diddly squat...is there something wrong with me? Am I too ugly or something? It is because I look too young or have a syndrome? :(

I feel like I'm never going to find someone and when I tend to like a guy they are always taken :( I do tend to get guys going after me but I shoot them down because they give me weird feelings sometimes or like they are way too straight forward to me because I think they think I'm easy or something, lol.

What should I do guys? I have been trying to keep myself busy and stuff but everyone seems to be happy in a relationship and I just feel like a puddle of ...please excuse my language, haha.

Anyway besides that, I am thinking of making a new apply fic with BTS! If I do, I am going to start looking for a co author because I do have to update my other fics and I'm gonna need extra help if I make anymore new ones...

I am going to try to update a lot more these days! Would anyone be interested in being a co author with me for my apply fic. If so comment below and I'll message you! :)

Thanks friends! Can someone please cheer me up! I feel like I'm never gonna be happy :(

Ill be here waiting to hear from you guys!

Saranghae!!! Xoxoxoxo

 

P.S. yes I'm feeling sorry for myself...lol

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mbutterfly81 #1
I know this comment is late, but girl! You just practically described me in your blog! I was 29 when I first met my husband. I never dated before I met him, because of the same reasons. 'The person just didn't feel right and they wanted something I couldn't give them.' Don't feel like crap because you aren't in a relationship yet. Some find it sooner then others. Don't rush it! Find the one that makes you feel complete and happy! And for those who ask for advice, don't feel ashamed to say 'I don't know, because I haven't been in a relationship before.' Everyone is different and lives differently. Follow your life the way you want to.
Big-Bang_V_I_P #2
I would give advice for love but I'm not even in High School so...
annabloem #3
I feel the same like you do about romance xD

(And then my co-workers keep talking about me getting married... while I'm single AF) so I truly feel the same way.
I've only had one relationship for all the wrong reason, and I'm never going to do that to myself again, so I'm okay with waiting... But at times I just feel like you do... like, is there something wrong with me? Let's be lonely together xD
yogurt96 #4
Honestly, if you feel like you're not ready for a relationship, then don't rush it. You'll just feel like in the end, and at the end of the day, remember that you're in charge of your happiness. Sure, others may seem really happy in their relationships, but when the time comes, you know it will feel right.

I always tell myself that I need to love myself before getting into relationships, and right now, for me, I don't feel like I love myself enough to be in one. I've witnessed so many people in ty relationships.

For example, there's this hoe I used to be best friends with. She would cry over her crush for stupid reasons, and have witnessed her moving on from one guy to the next and honestly I find her to be so desperate. She's desperate for attention, because her "friends" don't give her attention. When she finally does get a bf, she starts becoming obnoxious and starts ignoring messages from me and honestly it was sickening to even consider her my "best friend".

By no means I am calling you desperate or a hoe, but I'm saying that you don't need to be in a relationship to be happy. There's nothing wrong with you, you're beautiful inside and out-though I haven't been on AFF enough to watch you grow :( School and drama has been eating me alive.

Don't feel sorry for yourself, but sorry for those who don't like you back because they didn't want the opportunity to understand you as you :)
samasbananas #5
Don't stress about romance. Everything has it's time, just focus on being the best you that you can be
Boii, I've been looking for a co-author for an applyfic. We could totally do one together! Also, your one-shot is almost finished ^^
Golden-Blood #6
I'll be a coauthor if you decide to make an applyfic c:
supernatural05 #7
How's your life been Laura? Have you heard about Seventeen having their 1st world tour?
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