I Think I Need Help

Hey there. 

Soo

I've actually left asianfanfics for a long time. Almost a year hahaha. I've lost all my inspiration to write. 

No. Actually. 

To publish. 

It felt like no one appreciates my story. It's probably coz my family doesn't like what I was doing and when the ones close to you doesn't like it so it felt like no one appreciates it.

 

I just recently came again just to scroll some new song jihyo's fanfics and oh my there are a lot of new awesome authors! I wish you welcome and please, don't be like me ;-)

 

I have a lot of concerns these days. Feelings. Love. Personal matters. There are just a lot but I don't know who to talk with.

I'm always sick but I'm afraid to have a medical check up. I'm afraid I'm sick. Like.... You know... Disease and all. It scares me. My personality keep changing and I don't know what's wrong with me. I get moody all the time and people around me always get annoyed of me. I mean, I would too. If someone keeps getting angry at me. 

Well

I just need someone to talk to.

Someone to give me good advices and to cheer me up, I guess?  

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Hephaistos #1
Hey, you don't know me, but as a stranger online I just wanted to tell you that what you're going through is nothing to fear. If you stay away from the doctor then you're setting yourself up for the risk of more suffering. Take it from me; I never went to the doctor about a health condition I had because I figured that there was nothing that could be done, but when I finally went I got some amazing remedies that have truly helped me in the long run with my daily life. Please, do not jeopardize your health because you are afraid.

On writing - don't let nobody stop you ok, the haters man. Just write, nobody can stop you from doing that. What matters is if -you- like what you've written or not.
lejeuparfait #2
Hey darling, I missed you! Glad you're back :)
Well, writing-wise, I don't think you should be sad when no one recognizes your work...I mean, I'm scared to death to share my writing with my friends and family so I'm amazed yours even know about it. I think you should just be proud of what you've created, and if you feel the need to share (with people around you or the internet), do it. As long as you're happy with it, I don't think appreciation from others is totally necessary. Obviously it's well liked but not *needed* ^^
As for your health, that's not good. I don't know what to say other than eat well (look up antioxidant-rich foods! Good for your immune system to fight whatever bad things happen in your body), drink water, and sleep enough. Exercise is a thing too I guess but I don't like it so you don't have to do that XD Maybe just try and surround yourself with positive things, things you enjoy (watching some RM episodes, clips of Jihyo on YouTube hehe). If you really think something is wrong though, go to the doctor please. <3
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