my heart breaks over and over again because of this group.

God, just when my heart shakes and ready to accept the reality, there would always be some confirmation that the disbandment is not happening.

Idk if it was intentional but one of the boys would confirm that ze:a is still alive or something right after some news that leads to rumors of ze:a is disbandment.

First, it was siwan, after kwanghee signed to other company. then recently, it was dongjun after Hyungsik signing a contract with another company.

I mean, it was a happy news of course. I am very glad, of course. But how much more can my poor heart take? I am a sensitive woman.

I mean, how could there be so my different gifs that fit my emotion when it comes to ze:a? 

GOD. WHY THE GROUPS I STAN MAKES ME FEEL LIKE THIS