not quite sure if anyone will read this, but i just want to say that ardent sense is still on going. i don't plan to abandon that story, good lord no.

but currently idk how to continue it. i guess it's a writer's block? i had tried to write the 'next chapter' for 4 times already but i ended up not feeling satisfied with all of them. so yeah... sorry. it's not that i don't have anything in mind, i kinda do (there are few, actually) but idk how to stich it together with the previous chapter plus i'm confused how should i introduce sehun (the supposedly rival guy) to kyungsoo again? 

there's other thing as well.. sometimes i feel guilty for writing that thing cuz that is morally wrong (huge + + ks' innocence is akin to a child's? this is wrong) but that's the kind of vibe i'm aiming for. i feel guilty about it but that's how i want it to be. it's not supposed to be sweet or fluffy - even tho it kinda is right now? we only know the story from jongin's pov after all & to jongin (in the story) this is what he wants so that's why it's fluffy and sweet for now.

i'm gonna continue it once i have everything planned/constructed. also, i think i might need a beta-reader cuz my grammar (like someone has suggested in the comments), but not now.